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Saturday, December 18, 2004
I think it's time for a change.
6:24 am
Things i need to realize:
-no one is ever going to love me for me as i am currently.
-no guy is ever going to greet me with "hey beautiful" and mean it.
-i am never going to have some guy who is even remotely like the ones in the movies, i.e. think i'm beautiful, wonderful, sing love songs to me, etc.
-essentially, i need to throw away my comfortable clothes.
-i should never try to be hopeful or optimistic about things like love or guys
-i need to open up more, just so at least i know i gave it my best shot when they inevitably reject me.
-i am never going to have the guy i currently like.
-i have no purpose in life, and i doubt i ever will.
-i am forgetable, and nothing but a chore to people.
OK, i think that's enough for right now... perhaps i'll add more later.
(don't worry because of this post. it's not like i'm going to do anything drastic.)
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