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Saturday, December 18, 2004
Blah.
4:52 pm
So i got up super late even though i woke up at a somewhat decent hour considering when i went to bed (2:15) because i just didn't feel like getting up. I had to like force myself out of bed. I wish i could go back to sleep right now. I see no point to being awake right now...
I'm not even really excited about christmas. I'm just all... blah... about everything. I don't really have anything to do new years cuz i dont have a bf now... a friend invited me to do stuff with his friends, but that doesn't help at all since most of those ppl don't like me, so i'm always there just as like... "his friend we don't really like".
So last night we were talking about whether or not it's possible to die of self-loathing or a broken heart, and the fact that your body deteriorates when you are depressed was brought, and ivan jokingly asked why i wasnt dead yet. Yeah.
Does a piece of you actually die every time you get rejected? Sometimes i think it does.
Well this was a horribly depressing post. Off to get ready for finishing my website project...
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