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Female Location • U of Michigan Member Since • 2004-05-22 Occupation • Student
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Anime Fan Since • April 2003 Favorite Anime • Cowboy BeBop, InuYasha Hobbies • Playing PS2, reading, watching tv, messing with photoshop
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Friday, January 28, 2005
*falls asleep and nearly pitches head first into keyboard*
12:40 pm
Stayed up way too late again... I'm so ridiculously susceptible to a little sweetness.
Been thinking a lot lately about how screwed up my last relationship was. I knew it was bad, but i never really realized just HOW bad it was until recently... It's sad how i'm completely surprised by a guy being nice to me in general, and not just when they want something. I was talking to my mom last weekend about it, and she told me i shouldn't feel so ... i dunno what the right word is, but basically she was trying to tell me i deserve to have a guy who is actually nice to me. She also agreed i need to open up a little more lol. But that's so hard... I'm always afraid i'm gonna share TOO much and ppl will think i'm crazy. Well, crazier than normal...
I'm stressed... and i have no idea what about. I'm getting the same chest flutters (and the accompanying inability to breathe) i was december of freshman year... but then i WAS stressed, for a damn good reason.. but now.. i don't know what's making me so permanently tense. I feel really tightly wound... Bit my nails a lot yesterday.
I need a nap. But first i need to finish a lab for EECS and clean up my room. My room is a disaster area. Seriously. It's bad.
Right, i'm off to be productive in some way.
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*falls asleep and nearly pitches head first into keyboard*
