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Sunday, July 17, 2005


hello everyone

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Hey guys, guys what, I'm a bit depressed right now. I can't feel a single damn thing. That just might be becasue I'm without sugar. I don't know. When I'm depressed I'm bitchy, but I'm not bitchy, so what could it be? Now that I think about it I'm not sad, I'm just numb. I feel nothing...I hope this doesn't last, with my life, it probably won't. Lets just hope I get back to normal soon, lest I start breaking down on the inside. Its too bad I've already started to though. My heart hurts...something is missing. But, my heart has always been that way. I hope everyone else is having a good day. I wish I was. I want to write, but I have nothing to write about. I want to draw, but I can't think of anything to draw. I just want to feel normal, and happy again. I hate feeling numb.

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Friday, July 15, 2005


The weekend...finally!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Its finally the week end! I feel as though I have already started school...it stinks. And someone just called this house, and it came as the dial tone. Anyway, I get to stay the night at my best friends house tomorrow for her birthday party. And it ought to be very interesting...I'll tell ya bout it on Sunday, cause I have to much stuff to do tomorrow.

Anyway, I am officially bored...and I like it. Other than that, there is nothing goin on, except my brother has a friend coming over for the night. >.< Help me! V.V Well, I should leave ya'lls alone for the rest of the night, so SEE YA!

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005


   WOOT WEE!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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I'S WOKE UP AT 7:00 THIS MORNING! WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO! SO HYPER!!!!!!!!! I have physical therapy today, and I already had to go workout today. That would be why I woke up so early. I WANT THE FOURTH AND FIFTH BOOK OF FRUITS BASKET! I have all of them up to there, AND I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO THEM TOO! IT SUCKS!

I need those books!!!!! anyway, other than that, nothing is going on...so SEE YA!

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Sunday, July 10, 2005


   BORED!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Anyway, I babysat four year old twins, a two year old, and two ten year olds last night, and GOT MONEY! WOOT WOOT! So me and my friend might go to the mall today, then maybe go swimming. ^_^ YA! I am going to change the background cause its not the fourth of july...Anyway, SEE YA!

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Friday, July 8, 2005


   I'm BACK!!!!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Yoha peoples! I'm so happy that I'm back! Its awsome! I wonder whats been going on while I've been going on. I want to know what I missed! I feel so sad and bad!

Anyway, over te course of the last two weeks I have: Been to planet X, Been to Lost Island the water park, seen an actual hypnotist hypnotize one of my friends into thinking he didn't have a fourth finger, and went to a Kernals game. I did other stuff but I don't want to bore you guys! ^_^ Anyway, PLEASE PM ME WITH NEWS! I MISSED YOU ALL!!!

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Thursday, July 7, 2005


WOOT WOOT!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Today is my last day at the university of Iowa. I would change stuff, but I need to eat dinner soon, so if I don't get to you today, I'M SORRY!!!!!!! T_T anyway, I will also talk to you on Saterday, cause thats when I get home! Ya, and we found a list of words that I can't say. I need to post that next time I get on. I have to go now, but I shall see ya'lls later. And tell you all that happened! ^_^ SEE YA!

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Saturday, June 25, 2005


   FOURTH OF JULY!...ON JUNE 25!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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WOOT WOOT! TODAY IS MY FOURTH OF JULY! But I'm sad, cause I'm going to be leaving you guys for two weeks! T_T I AM SAD!!! Anyway, as I was saying before, today I declare it THE FOURTH OF JULY! WOOT WOOT!



Anyway, I am going to miss you all! T_T When I get back, I need you to tell me what I missed! T_T GOOD-bye everyone! SEE YA!

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Thursday, June 23, 2005


   Booya!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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I am finally able to RELAX! YES!!!!! I got to sleep in, and I'm going swimming later today, right after...bum bum bum...physical therapy! I have to freakin go today and tomorrow, it sucks. I have advice for ya'lls, never get yourself into physical therapy.

I have no softball for two weeks! I am sooooooo happy! ^_^ ^O^ WOOT WOOT! I learned pig latin the other day as well, its a very interesting language. OOT-WAY OOY-WAY! I love saying that! ^_^ Anyway, I am excited for Saterday! I get to celebrate the fourth of July then, cuase I shall be gone during it. V_V So I officially claim Saterday as being THE FOURTH OF JULY! Anyway, I have to go, my friends are putting the movie Boogyman in, don't want to miss that! SEE YA!

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005


   HAPPY! HAPPY HAPPY!

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
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I JUST HAD A BUTT LOAD OF SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO WEE WOO!

Anyway, I HAVE TWO WEKS OFF FROM SOFTBALL!!!!! YES!!!!!!! MAHAHA! I have no softball! I have no softball! BOOYA!! anyway, I sure have posted alot on here today, I didn't mean to either...oh well, I did what I did! Anyway, guess what! I am officially cresining Saterday the fourth of July, cause I won't be here for it! SO on Saterday, I shall be celebrating the fourth of July on my site! ANd after that, I won't be on for two weeks. I shall post when I get back though! WOOT WOOT! Anyway, I should let ya'll get back to your lives, so SEE YA!

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   BrokenIntensions survey.

This theme is:

Rain

Quote of the however long I feel like:

I was weak. Thats why I needed you...needed someone to punish me for my sins...but thats all over now...I know the truth.
-James Sunderland: Silent Hill 2

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Have...
[1] I committed suicide: yes
[2] I told you I loved you: no
[3] I told you I hated you: no
[4] I stopped watching anime: sortof
[5] I stopped seeing the truth: yes
[6] I stopped being a philosopher: no
[7] I stopped writing: not really
[8] I left one day to never return: not really, no
[9] I were to get in such a jam I couldn't do anything about it: yes
[10] I lost all hope: sortof, yes

What do you think about my-

[1] Personality: Interesting
[2] Eyes: nice
[3] Face: a humans
[4] Hair: Awesome! I wish I could dye mine! ^_^
[5] Clothes: I thikn there cooler than mine
[6] Thoughts: Interesting, and depressing
[7] Views: alittle wrong, but they're ok.
[8] Tastes: Pretty good
[9] Criticism: Good at times.
[10] Leadership Skills: Pretty damn good!

Other-

[1] Who are you?: Kelsey
[2] Should I care?: Yes
[3] Are you my friend? If yes, why?: yes, because I have stuck by you this entire time!
[4] How do I affect you?: Your one of my best friends
[5] What is your opinion on me?: Your a good person, your just alittle confused.
[6] When you hear my name, what do you first think of?: A vampire
[7] How do you think I will die?: I have no idea, your too unpredictable.
[8] Do you understand me?: Yes, for somethings
[9] What do you find my strongest emotion is?: Love, and sadness
[10] Would you hug me?: sure
[11] Would you kiss me?: not really, no
[12] Would you sleep with me?: ...no...
[13] Would you like to read my soul?: It would be an intersting read.
[14] What stands out about me?: Your sence of humor
[15] Am I good leader?: yes
[16] On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest and 1 the lowest), how nice am I?: 7
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: Insho, and I just made it up! ^_^
[18] Am I loveable?: Depends on the day.
[19] What is my favorite word?: lol, I actually have no idea
[20] Describe me in one word: unpredictable
[21] At first glance, what did you think of me?: A fun friend to be with.
[22] You look again, has your mnd changed?: no
[23] What do you think my weakness is?: Not understanding, and confusion
[24] What do you think my strength is?: Your tastes, and ...I don't rember what the other was.
[25] What about me makes you happy?: Your sence of humor
[26] What about me makes you sad?: The fact that you most of the time are.
[27] Do you think I'm passionate?: depends on the day
[28] What's something you would change about me?: Your sadness
[29] How well do you know me?: Very well
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: Yes, but only, like, once, and I don't remember what it was.
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?: Maybe, depends on how you were feeling.
[32] Are we close?: Yes
[33] Are you afraid of my actions?: No
[34] Does it even matter what I do?: Yes
[35] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?: Sure.

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