Heres a poem I wrote, cuz right now I hate everyone at my house. I'm feeling extremely emo right now.
And I think that today I've had one of my biggest break downs in awhile. >.>
I need a hug...really bad. ~_~;
Mother
By: Caitlynn
Escape, escape...
Where is my escape?
I can't find it.
Can I use you?
Will you help me?
I love you, you know I do!
So help me
I love you and you love me,
it works so wonderfully!
I won't hurt you!
I love you to much!
Instead I'll vent my woes
on those who claim to care
Because they care,
they wouldn't dare hurt me!
Right?
Escape, escape...
Where is my escape?
Do you know?
I need a scapegoat!
Someone to push my
faults on, someone to blame
I would help you
if you were in my position
so come on.
Be my doll,
let me feel in control
Test drive your life,
and turn it down
the wrong lane.
Escape, escape...
Where is my escape?
Help me,
I need a passage out!
You know I care!
Our dreams are coming true,
Just you wait, we'll be free soon.
“But you always say that. We're still here,
when will all your promises mean something to me?”
My past is too painful.
I just can't deal.
My wounds won't heal!
It's just to tragic.
My life is to tough
But I won't give in...
will I?
Escape, escape...
Where is my escape?
My past and present are following me!
Where is my future?
I found it! My future!
Though the ego is enlarged beyond
expectation, it'll have to do!
My escape, from me to you.
Why oh why?
Future you have let me down.
I depended on you.
You gave me a goal.
But the price is to great,
I just can't wait.
My life is calling, but no one is answering.
ESCAPE! ESCAPE!
WHERE ARE YOU?!
I need you now! I can't wait
I do not want to believe
this is my fate.
“Will you be my escape?”
I reeeeeallllly need a hug guys.
Please read this.
P.S. This poem isn't about me.
*mother*
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