Friday, June 15, 2007

   Hey
Well today i had a hard time sleeping cus everyone kept waking me up =( so im all sleepy but maybe i wont have ppl calling me tomorrow while im trying to sleep.

I spent most of my time onlien fixing up my myspace site and looking at lil icon pic thingys.

Me and amanda went for a bike ride again, i dressed weirdly tho. I had like low pig tail a orange tank top a black and white pinstriped pleated skirt and then some union bay sneakers. so when we stopped by mandas i made her dress weird to cus i didnt wanna be the only one so she had jeans a white shirt with a black vest and her tutu from her halloween costume. we looked weird but then again we are weird so its all good.

Tomorrow im gonna try to find my moms cam-corder thingy so that me and manda can make lil videos adn maybe put them online, if they are good enough, not sure what theyll be of tho. Probably just us being retarded(like usual) or summin.

Other than that all i did was make some spaghetti, as of now im probably fixing to either play online pool, american idol, or go to bed not sure yet.

Anyways Have a great day!!! ^_^

LaterZ~
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Thursday, June 14, 2007

   Hey
Well today was pretty boring like usual.
We rode bikes again and i went ahead and sent bear a txt so now i just wait for a reply or call.

Hmm i really can not think of anything else to say so imma post videos

The LLama Song (its like 1:07 secs or summin like that)



And then ofcourse a comedian/naruto thingy

Russell peters (like 4:43 but very funny ^_^)



Anyways Have a great day!! and sorry i couldnt think of anything interesting..

LaterZ~ ^_^
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Hey
First i just wanna say thanks for your input about mine and bears relationship. I still havent contacted him ill prolly do it like tomorrow night or the next or sometime anyway.

Im finally getting to calm down some cus yesterday i was a lil stressed (i think it was mainly mom asking me alot of questions and i really didnt know the answers for them like where i was gonna stay and what i was gonna do with my pets and kept trying to ge tme do this or do that and it wasnt what i wanted to do and aaaahhhh..

I spent today with jared and i almost went crazy, usually hes easy to take care of he just wants alot of stuff like a snack then a few mins later a drink and then more snacks and so u liek run back and forth but today it was that plus he was messing with the kittens and then jumping around in front of my screen so i couldnt see while i was playing games.

This afternoon i drew some and me and amanda went bike riding and it was nice only now im sore cus apperantly we are like really out of shape but maybe if we go bike riding and for walks enough maybe we will get back in shape somewhat. ^_^

OOOH and lots of bdays this month

Mistie's was the 11th (neice)
Crystal's the 12th (sister)
Matt's is the 16th (brother)
Jareds is the 26th (nephew)

as you can tell if crystal would have had mistie one day later they would have had the same bday, how weird would that have been

A couple of my exes bdays were this month like mikes is the 23rd and james is the 17th (weird that i can remember this stuff specialy since me and james were "together" like 3-4 years ago summin like that. but what can i say i can remember numbers pretty good, sometimes anyway.

As for otaku friends
Lordsesshomaru's is the 17th

And thats all i know of.

hmm.. ooh yea i cleaned out my fish tank today, im guessing jenni had removed my fish from the tank and had put them in a the fish bowl cus that was where i found them, to bad she didnt go ahead and clean it, lol. But there like filter broke and i was gone so there water needed cleaned pretty badly but luckily i have a back up air thingy but no back up filter. Ill have to get a filter tho sometime soon for the lil fishys.

Well i guess thats all for now
Have a great day!!!

LaterZ~^_^
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

   Hey
Well i have a lil more time to post this time so i can go more into detail about stuff. Well i doubt we will get into to college for the fall semester cus i dont think its possible to get everything done before the deadline.. but there is always next semester.
AS of right now we are back at my moms and prolly will be for a while. And my brain feels overworked. I wanna relax but instead i have alot of stress right now and "decisions" to make and idunno what to do. And on top of it all bear is driving me crazy. I hadnt originally planned on staying here but then he pissed me off so i did. We were suppose to go disc golfing and he never showed up and knew i was waiting for him cus his brother called him and let me talk to him so we waited for like over an hour and then gave up and left. I had been trying to call him and no answer then it was cut off. So yea i wasnt a happy camper. So i think i should break up with him but i think it would take to much energy to try to catch him and do it and usually we just text each other and i dont really wanna break up with him with a text. And we have fun together whenevr we actually hang out so and i know hes been busy and he recently lost a friend in a motorcycle accident and so i dunno i think ill just wait a lil while and then txt him summin see what he has to say and then figure stuff out cus i really dont feel like being stood up anymore. I wouldnt have a problem with like not getting to go out much if we would actually go out everynow and then. AAh i dunno, im so confused. @_@

We have cute kitties that live under the couch cus Sakura died and then mom and dad found the kitties and brought them in and luckily they are just old enough to eat so that we dont have to like bottle feed em. They are soo cute to.

Ooh and we were all happy cus my cousin and brother got dish so now they get fuse and i love that channel. me and amanda go over there and watch it and they now have anime on it YEA!!!! they play ergo proxy and tenjho tenge.

And well i could prolly sit here all night adding stuff but i wont since it would be too much to read so ill leave it at this ^_^

Have a great day!!!!

LaterZ~
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Thursday, June 7, 2007

   Hey
Well i disapeared again for a while sorry bout that. Weve been pretty busy lately were trying to get into nursing school at the moment. In my last post i posted pictures and stuff, im still with bear but its obviously far from serious cus we go days without talking to each other sometimes. Ive been putting out apps but so far i havent got a job yet. Jenni got an appartment so weve been staying with her and she has no electricity so its really hot. Weve been swimming alot lately so im getting tanned, yey im not all pale anymore! woohoo! Ooh and my ex i beleive might finally be over me YEY!!!! cus he acts kinda like he hates me or is just a really big jerk at times. But thats alright with me. ^_^

Umm i guess thats all for now ill try to update again soon.
Have a great day!!

Later~
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Monday, May 28, 2007

   Hey (Happy Memorial Day!)
Well its been a while, sorry.

While i was at my moms before i got really sick and courd hardly walk if i managed to get up cus i had no energy cus i didnt feel like eating and so i didnt get online. Eventually bear (i think it was like tuesday night) left a message on my phone so i called him back on my moms phone and so then i went back to crystals cus he wanted to go to the movies that friday so i went back wednesday even tho i was sick still and was gonna go disc golfing with them but didnt feel like it so i just went to merkel and eventually called him. Anyways finally friday came and we ofcourse didnt go to the movies (this time it wasnt disc golf it was he had to fix his bike, its like a katana i think and its blue and black) and anyway i went and seen him tho and we watched a movie at his house with his brother. Saturday we were gonna go out cus he said he would get off early but didnt call me till nearly 1230 and said he had stopped by a friends house and ended up playing video games.
Ok so obviously if i hadnt wanted to take a nap anyway instead i might have been really pissed, altho i was still kinda. And so i went to bed and the next day came back to get manda and got some more of my stuff got back called him he didnt answer and a week later i still havent heard back from him. Course i am at my moms so i dont have service alot so if he did decide to call me at certain times he wouldnt have gotten thro and i wouldnt know. I do plan on calling him tho when i get back why im not sure but only one more time and prolly leave a message this time if he doesnt answer. And then if he never calls back ill know i can spend my money on myself ^_^(since originally it was for his bday pressent since his bday is the 30th)

Thursday Jared graduated from kindergarten!! woohoo. and i seen Amy who was one of my friends from my class and they graduated friday and she told me i had to go watch so i did. I went to what would have been my graduation but nope i wanted to go homeschool all those years ago. But o well there was a reason why i wanted to cus i didnt like the ppl at that school and ofcourse after i left they changed it and got a new principal and everything so blah. The ppl there before you could tell didnt really care alot about us just the money they got off of us. i dunno bout now tho. Anyways i ran into one of my old teachers and she told me whenever i graduate college to send he ra invite and shell be there. I liked her she was kool. After that we hung out with some crazy chicks and had fun. Took pics wich ill show ya. Ill just explain the pplz in the first one. And my sizing for these pics sucks but o well i guess.



Jesi,Me,Amanda,Kristin,Nicole

Jesi (jesilyn) is a girl that moved her recently and so we really dont know very much about her but shes pretty cool, Kristin is a girl amanda went to school with and they remained friends and nicole is kristins sister.













Ha mandas car is really dirty



I bruised my elbow taking that pic cus my arm (the one u cant see) was under nicole and at a odd angle and we were sliding off the car and now i have a bruise. ^_^

Anyways i cant help but get the feeling that im single again or am about to be. But its all good i guess cus men drive me crazy either that or i am crazy and just blame it on men ... hmm..

Ooh and me and amanda and shayna went to the lake it was fun, cold, but fun. we got us some floatys and they have cup holders and my drink fell out of the cup hold and started floating off so i didnt drink anymore of it. (it probly fell out cus it was a like a foutain drink from skinnys and didnt fit very well.

We also want to go to the movies to see Pirates of the carribean 3, ooh yea. And since its me and manda and not me and bear it might actually happen, haha thats rather sad actually. No more disc golfers for me or guys that normally just go to work, go disc golfing and go home cus thats to boring for me. I dont really get why he hasnt called tho cus he had asked if i might want to move in with him when his buddy goes to boot camp and stuff and then BAM! i get nuttin i dont get it.

Ooh and i am doing another poster board picture. Its already sketched out and stuff and i can show you the mini sketch that was done on regular paper. I did fix some of the problems with it on the posterboard. Such as her hand looks kinda funny shes looking the wrong way and the bottom of her dress shouldnt be out in the air like that but these problems have been fixed ^_^ and i will color it with bright colors and it shall be retro i hope, pretty anyway maybe.



Sorry my post is so long and sorry that i havent been able to get to anyones sites ill try to do so atleast a couple times during the week but since ill be at crystals i dunno if ill get the chance but hopefully ^_^.

Anyways i guess thats all for now, Have a great day!!

LaterZ~


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Friday, May 11, 2007

   HEY!! (heh long post, sry)
Well its been a while.. and alot has happened.

Ok so we did go shopping and i dont rememebr if i told yall the story about a really hot guy(with a mohawk) i seen in walmart before and he smiled at me so i smiled back and then realized he had a box of diapers in his hands. Well there was another guy with him so i thought maybe he was the one with the kids but wasnt sure.
So anyways we went shopping and i went by radioshak and they got me a copy of the reciept (i have sent my phone off to be fixed ^_^) and then we were going on and we went into a couple of shops and stuff. So we were heading for the bookstore and out of the corner of my eye i seen a mohawk. and i stopped and looked again and yupp it was the same guy so we went into gamestop and i informed my chicas that the guy behind the counter was the dude with the diapers. Well so we walked around and looked at games and then decided to leave and as we were leaving i noticed that the mohawk guy had seen me and was staring at me so i ofcourse did the same thro the windows as we walked by. ANd then we were looking at books and madna was like he IS hot and i was like what did u not believe me and blah blah ooh yea and we had dressed funny we wore our white dresses and black slacks and yea so manda decided she wanted to go look for "dance dance revoulution" lol yea i think she was just really helping look for an excuse to go back in their. So we went back and he was like stocking stuff i think and so we looked for the game and then manda almost ran into him and me to and he looked at me and was like ya know i keep seeing you everywhere (apperantly there was some other times in the mall i forgot but manda did remind me) and then he asked my name and i told him it and he said his was bear (i thought he said berry tho and that led to alot of jokes on the way home) and so since we couldnt find the game amanda asked him and he checked for it and couldnt find it and so we hung around for a few seconds and then started to leave but he called me over to him and asked for my number and if i wanted to hang out after he got off work (which he didnt get off till 9). So i ofcourse said yes and stuff then wandered off to find amanda who had left me to rejoin jenni and shayna and i went the wrong way and felt really stupid cus i knew he would see me walking by again and i seen them walking by game stop and ofcourse he seen me and said summin but im not sure what it was i was to far away and i just pretended i heard him cus it was like i just keep seeing u or maybe summin bout how i went the wrong way im not sure then manda spotted me and i told them i had a date well i had like 26 dollars or so and well i didnt wanna wear that dress and slacks to go out with him and his buddies so we started looking for some clothes. I eventually bought some jeans that were actually long enough and some union bay shoes that have skulls on em. And manda bought a shirt that i could borrow so it all worked out. Then we went home.

Well i got ready and all that good stuff and 9 oclock came and went.. and so after a while i got on the computer, and then it was 10 and i started to give up on him calling but then at 1030 he finally called. (yey, finally a guy who got my numebr called ^_^) and so then i find out that his buddy didnt wanna hang out alone so amanda got invited along altho he didnt say her he just asked if i had a single friend that might want to go. So she had bought a shirt earlier and so she put it on and borrowed a pair of shaynas jeans cus the ones she had bought didnt fit. Well then eventually they made it cus we met at like subway where we got out of the car with shayna and into the truck with Bear and his friend josh. (we got called stupid for doing this by some ppl cus as he said they might have like been psycho or summin) Ok so since the truck was really small i had to sit on manda and bear. Kinda uncomfy and really hot. It was kinda strange to sittin on a guy i didnt know, but there was summin about him that cought my eye and i would have actually asked him for his number (a first cus ive never asked a guy before) and he just i could tell that we were safe enough aslong as josh's driving didnt kill us. lol. So we went to a bowling alley/bar even tho amanda isnt old enough cus they "know ppl" so we sat down around a table and waited for santos or watever his name is and his chick lori. and then the place was closing so we had to leave so instead we went back to bears house and watched water boy. And really just chatted and stuff and then bear asked me if i wanted to start a relationship with him (ive never had anyone askk me before they always just assumed, hmm.) So i now have a bf. Ooh and i have a pic. And i could go on and on and on but im sure u dont really wanna read that much so ill sum it up as much as i can.
His full name:
Bearit(dunno if that is spelled right) anderson meltz
He is 6'6" and dark hair with a blonde mohawk andis a very good artist and use to play football and hurt his knee went into the military and hurt his knee again so is now not and summin botu they didnt think he would be able to walk on it again but can. was a firefighter(dunno what happened their) Plays disc golf (golf but with frizbee/disc things and you kinda well try to get it into the metal thingy and i am not explaining this good i knwo im sry i had no idea what it was)
He also has like 17 tattoos.
Lives with his brother and hsi brothers woman and their 2 girls.
He is 22 will turn 23 the 30th.
And well when i said i drew to cus i seen his drawings i said i drew anime and he showed me a picture that he had drawn that was bragon ball z characters. He also plays video games and is a big super man fan.. hmm lol.
Longest relationship lasted like 4 and half years (thro highschool)
Umm he plans to go to school to be a art teacher and ooh i have a picture of him, its not a very good one its him usuing me for a pillow while we were watchign tv in the living room floor.



Right now im at my moms for a few days- a week. And so i dunno if ill hear from him in this time but if now ill still call him when i get back. I figure hell try to call but if not maybe hell think about txting me sicne i cant rememebr what he said his phone number is but i do have his brothers.

Anyways ill prolly try to finish catching up on manday ^_^ but as always ill forget stuff and yea.
Have a great weekend!!!!

Ooh and i dont think any of yall are mothers but it is sunday so happy mothers day to the mothers and stuff.

LaterZ~ ^_^
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Thursday, May 3, 2007

   Hey
Well today right after i woke up it started raining on my face, again i had the window open.

I called about my phone and all i gotta do is send it in with the recipt and a peice of paper saying my address and stuff, sounds easy enough right? sept i cant find the recipt. aaarrr
I dunno if the store would still have it in the computer either cus it was gotten in december.
All i need it for tho is to prove when it was bought.

Later today i think were gonna go take jenni and shayna home and maybe go shoppin adn ill go to radio shack to see if they have it on file or summin. hopefully they do.

We took pics today ill prolly post them tomorow tho.

Anyways i guess thats all for now.
Have a great day!!

LaterZ~ ^_^


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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   Hey
Well my parents did end up going to check on those houses. And we decided not to move. One of the rent houses wanted them to sign a lease and they really didnt want to, and the other one aperantly had wholes somewhere and i dont think the door leading to the garage wasnt there. So there was cats in the house.

Ooh and heres some pics of kitties.




Arent they so cute!! I still havent named any of them.

Well im not sure where manda and them are. they were suppose to be here but no ones seen em. hmm. Crissy and the kids are here tho. And i didnt have my door closed last time the kids were here and wesley woke me up biting me and grabbin my hair and stuff. but hes so cute, a mess tho.

Mistie got her ears peirced today. Crystal that she didnt even flinch or cry or anything.

Hmm well other than that nothing much has happened, weve been playing american idol, fun fun. ^_^

Anyways i guess thast all for now have a great day!!

LaterZ~


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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

   Hey
Well we didnt get to go pick a house yet. Maybe we will get to soon tho. The truck is being retarded, i think it wont go into reverse or summin like that. So dad will prolly talk to some ppl who know that kinda stuff to see whats wrong with it then theyll prolly tell him a good place to take it and he can get it fixed maybe.

I forgot to mention this yesterday but imma be in a wedding. John and Liz are getting married. John is my cousin who has 2 kids, from different girls cus he got val preggy than she left hima dn he got liz preggy. Then left liz for val and got her preggy again and she still is preggy as far as i know and now hes back with liz.
Anyway i gotta go get a dress for that one of these days. And guess who the dude will be that will wlak with me down the isle, my ex. yey, ya know the one that hasnt moved on yet and is really annoying. Apperantly i guess liz didnt know we had dated cus she said i dont see why everyones making a big deal out of it. I played it off as he was short, even tho hes like 5 9 or so maybe 5 8 i dunno. Short to me anyway. O well.

Umm lets see ooh yea its been raining alot. And yesterday my allergies acted up and my nose wouldnt stop runnin but it was better today. ALOT better infact. And tomorrow i might take pics of hte kittens and show yall them before i have to give that camera back. Ooh yea and i forgot to mention (hope im not getting my hopes up to much) but i think my ex might finally be moving on. YEY!! i think thats why he wants his camera back. He met the chick on myspace tho i think, not sure, shes on his myspace anyway And he pretens shes like a "stalker" but me and crissy read where he put i cant wait to see you eather on her site (he cant spell very well) so we were like YEA!! When he gets a gf it will be party at my place cus i know once he gets a new one he'll forget about me cus thats just how he works. So party party!!

hmm anyway i guess thats all for now since i cant think of anything else.

Have a great day!!

LaterZ~ ^_^
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