Thursday, June 15, 2006

   Hey
Well I have a hard time updating at the right time but ill comment on some sites when i get the chance even if i dont get to update. (GET READY FOR A BIG POST, lots of readign muwahahahahahaha)

Friday: I baby sat and i spent the night at grannys with amanda. And it was so hot. It was really really hot..

Saturday: i baby sat and jennis dog had puppies. 5 Puppies. Cute puppies. 3 boys 2 girls. 2 of the 3 boys are white th eohter brown. The 2 girls are white and brown.
I am already ready to go back to my bfs house. I miss him. I havent slept good here cus my bed is there. And aaaaaaaaah i need my back massaged. I played Tony Hawks proskater today, cus i finally got a controller for my playstation adn got my game yey! I did pretty good cus its been a while since ive played and the highest score i got on the warehouse was 92,5summin. I dont have a memory card but my brother does so ill have one when im back there.
Spaghetti YUM! I hope. I like spaghetti but it hasnt tasted good in a while. Cus i cooked but mom cooked it this time so maybe it is good. ^_^
Some fam memebrs were have a reunion (not all were my fam members) and they had a get together so saturday night we went up there for a lil while and got ate by mosquitos (sp) and travis was bothering us and manda went to stay the night with granny and i came home.

Sunday: i got up early 8 (was my av for the weekend) and me and jenni and teddy all went down to grannys for breakfast and travis was there and he was being annoying. And so when jenni and teddy got there (i made it first) i went to wake manda up but she was already making the bed. SO we had breakfast. than decided to go shoppin. Well i was gonna bring sierra and w ewere gonna drop her off with my bf and go from there. But when i ran this by mom she said no cus sierra was preggy and it could cause her to loose her babies. SO i left her. We went shoppin and i got new shoes and some material and then we went to the movies. We watched Xmen III. Well jenni payed for our tickets and we went inside the dude explained to them where to go blah blah to jenni asnd teddy. Manda was getting us some slushies (CHERRY FLAVORED YUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, hehe sorry ^_^) so i decided to go to the restroom first so i wouldnt have to pee during the movie. Well i walk in there and theres a ton of stalls and its all dimly lit and i can here faint clinking cus someone else was there and i was reminded of a scene from a horror film so i hurried and when i got out aaaaaaaaaah no manda no teddy no jenni. @_@ I didnt know where to go. Manda had my ticket. SO i was like what do i do. i look at the hall with the stages and xmen was above stage 5, no that couldnt be right cus it was at teh front and the dude said all the way to the back. The last 2 stages (2 and 3) were both xmen so i had to ask. the first 2 dudes were busy and didnt here me i guess so i went to a dif dude and asked him finally i found out the right stage. Stage 2, so now my prob was how easy it would be to find them. LUCKILY for me and them they were sitting alone and in the front. I sat down by manda i was like i hate yall so much right now. CUs for one they left me, 2 i didnt know where to go, 3 i didnt have a ticket so what if someone asked for it, 4 i dont like asking ppl stuff cus im not into walking up to strangers and talking to them, but i will. ANyways w ewatched the movie and it was okie i guess my proplem was i had a strange feeling like i did summin wrong or that sumthing generally was wrong.Then we went to my bfs and they kicked us out and left me and manda there.(we were prepared for it) YEY!!!!!
My bf took us to get food and some sockies for my new shoes. and then we went and rented movies. Underworl revolution, just friends, hide and seek, wedding crashers. When we got hoem manda started cooking and we watch along came polly on the tv. Then later we watched underworld rev. Then went to sleepers. ( AND sunday (11th) Was misties Birthday)

Monday: Me and manda walked to the dollar store and i got the kids some toys cus misties was the day before and jareds is the 26th. Thye liked htere toys. We also walked to the grocery store and got some food. We had left over chicken and shrimp so we got soem manicotti and some motzzarella garlic bread and stuff to make monkey bread (i forgot it had icing so it tasted funny) and green pepper and mushroom spaghetti sauce. We diced chicken and shrimp and cooked it in a pan and then threw cheese and some sketti sauce in there and had boiled the manicotta (a big pasta shell thing if your not familiar with it) ANyway we stuffed teh manicatti with the junk and poked em in a baking pan and poured sauce and put cheese on top and then baked it for a while. and it turned out we should get creative cus it was good, but apperantly it messed with my bf and brothers stomaches, but not mine. We watched wedding crashers and crystal called me to tell me she wouldnt make it down till tuesday and gave me very bad news. Sierra (my preggy cat that i was gonna bring the day before) had gotten ran over. *tear* i was sad. And then i found out that my bf(who supposedly had quit smoking had a pack of ciggs at the lake.) so my night was ruined. Not to mention my allergies started acting up. (MOnday was crystals bday.) OOh and i had also been lookign for salt and found a deck of hooters cards. I had seen these before they were my bfs. I took the cards out of teh package and starte dflipping threw them throwing the cards in the floor as i did so. Made a mess (i did clean it up) i told him to dispose of them cus call me retarded but i didnt like them and i told him to dispose of them
(toss em give em away i dont care as long as i dont have to see have naked chicks in odd positions.)

Tuesday: Crissy showed up and her manda walked to the store then them and jason showed back up and we had fun. When they foudn out i made my bf quit crissy called me a controll freak *sigh* When the guys showed up we went to walmart to get some food. I was starving hadnt really had breakfast or lunch i had a ice cream sandwhich and part of a can buiscuit and a lil sausage egg cheese buiscuits. So when my bf got called out i went to the mcdonalds in the walmart and got a cheeseburger and manda got a mcchicken. We hadnt had a fun ride. CUs my bf apperantly thinks im controlling cus he wants to smoke and i dont want him to and since i dont want him to he wants to. Cus when i asked he didnt do it so i started forcing it and trying my hardest and the harder i pushed i think the more he wanted to smoke. It drove me crazy cus he started tellign em how he wouldnt tell me to stop summin or ask it cus thats wrong.so my evening was to good. Cus we were arguing until he started ignoring me. I dont think he realizes that i absolutely hate being ignored. And i was glad he finally stopped cus i would break up with him i realize its wrong to change ppl and im not trying to change him if smoking means enought to him to loose me than ok. SO we get home and we sit in the truck and we continue are arguin. When he decides to bring up the cards. AT this poiint i DONT CARE about the cards. I care abotu the smoking cus basically he tells me if i give him a choice of having me or ciggs hell want to do it behind my back. OOh yea thats a great thign to say. He argues that if we have kids and he smokes that are kids wouldnt be more likely to smoke cus he does. YOu cant relaly tell them ok kids we cant smoke cus its bad for our health. Rots our teeth and gives us lung cancer. CUs they can say well daddy does. WHat are ya gonna say "yes but dads stupid" so that they wont want to. ANd blah blah blah.
Anyway i fianaly let him have 1-2 ciggs a day but he cant buy them. I ate some hotdogs but when the good stuff was done steaks and bacon wrapped mushrooms i didnt feel like eating maybe it was the drag i took off of the cigg (doh! stupid me *slaps self on the forehead*) What really got me was how he talks about psycallogical things with the ciggs. I cnat remmeber what he said but thinking he couldnt have one made him want one but thinking i didnt want him to didnt help him not want to.hmph.

So i have questions...



DO u think i am controlling?
DId it sound liek i was trying to change him?
If you were in his shoes would you atleast want to quit? Knowing your gf wanted you to (and you love her, or care about her alot and would give her anything else as long as u didnt have to have it like your truck u use to get to work, the money for your bills etc.)



ANyway finally the evening turned out ok and we watched inuyasha! I love inuyasha!

WEdnesday: Me and manda watched hide and seek(if your easliy scared dont watch it alone or at dark) and just friends(funny) and then we came home and me and mom played tony hawk. And i have been typing this post for like the past hour and some of it was already there *Sigh* well anyways
Laterz My luvlyZ~
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