Tuesday, April 26, 2005

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Monday, April 18, 2005

   Sin and Justice
BLAM BLAM BLAM!
The shots are fired,
Merciless to the victim.
The blood flies, splurting red upon the surroundings.
The lifeless body falls to the ground,
Every inch, every molecule giving out the secrets that the mouth no longer can.
In a few hours, policemen will come to for these secret, relying upon them to give out the vital information.
From this death, a menace can be found.
Without this sin, there would be no justice for this killer.
At least that is what is thought.
Maybe this was the right thing.
Maybe he was the one in pursuit of justice.
Many things can happen in the search for truth,
What will happen is dependent upon the pursuer.
Justise can be masked as vile,
Unknown to the rest of the world what lies behind.
Just as sin can disguise itself as something sweet,
Lying to get its way to the top,
To get to the point where it strikes.
Always it strikes, just as a snake does to its prey.
And always is justice there to counter it, fighting it off until it leaves.
But it never really leaves, only goes back to the shadows in which it lies.
Waiting again for the moment to strike.
Yet justice does not sleep,
It too gathers in an attempt to destroy sin.
Both trying and wanting to obliterate the other,
Though alternately returning to the shadows, Waiting for the time to strike.
There is no justice without sin,
But neither is there sin without justice.


It took me a long time to write this poem, and I don't know if it's any good. Please tell me what you think.

Well, today was a good day. Went to Jon's house and we saw Sin City. Tony met us at the theatres. We got there a little early because in the newspaper it said there was only a 2:25 show and a 5:30 show, so we were going to go see the 3:20 Sahara, but found out at theaters there was a 4:45 of Sin City, so we saw that instead. So we stayed at the theater 'til Sin City started. Played a lot of Initial D and some DDR. It was fun.
Moving on to the more important subject, we saw Sin City and it was FREAKIN AWESOME! I read the first volume of the comics, and the dialogue and actions stayed true to it! It was soo cool! Since I only read volunme 1 which is about Marv, I only knew his parts, but I'm guessing the others rang true also judging by the way Marv's did. That was a good movie.
Well, that's about all my day. Ladies and gentlemen, have a good day and goodnight. Heh heh.
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   I GOT MY CD! IT'S FREAKIN AWESOME!
Howdy everybody. How's everyone been? Good day today. Went to a friend's birthday, it was fun. Went to Tony's party last week, and tomorrow probably hangin out with some friends. Gonna be fun, probably gonna go see Sin City. HALLELUJAH!
Yesterday was cool too, walked to the mall and bought my friend her present. Wasn't sure what to get her, so I got her a giftcard for Sun Coast. Also, I got myself the 007 Everything or Nothing game with the money on my EB card. IT'S A GREAT GAME! They even have the actual voices in there (like Pierce Brosnan as Jame Bond, etc.). The levels are awesome. It's in third-person now too. The car and motorcycle levels are awesome, just like the other levels. I'm a little bit late on getting it, but hey, only had to spend $15 on it, so it's fine with me. Heh heh. Also got the Azumanga Daioh minidisc DVD. It's so funny! I really like it. And got that for $3, so not too expensive.
Heh heh, after the party today, when we came home, found out my frogs had escaped. Had to go frog hunting, the first one was on the stairs, and one was on the window sill in my parent's room, the other was on the window sill in my brother's room. Took us about 10 minutes to find them. The little guys had actually pushed open the latch to their cage. I didn't close it all the way I realized, so it was easy for them. They're in there now though, and I put something on top of the thing just in case. It's latched all the way now, but still, just in case.
Still no poem, I guess I'm out of it. I'll write one soon though, just need somethin to spark it. Well, that's it.
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Friday, April 8, 2005

Hey everybody, sorry I haven't updated. How's everyone been? Well, I'm back from Disneyland last week. It was a awesome. There were a lot of lines, but what else would you expect during Spring Break? Heh heh, anyways, crowds means more girls, and boy did we see a lot of them. I don't mean to sound shallow, it's just there were a lot of pretty girls there. I'd tell you guys about the trip, but I'm too lazy, and I can't really remember any stories. Heh heh, sorry.

Not much has been goin on this week though, unlike that great last week. School just always seems to ruin the fun eh? Stupid school. LETS BLOW IT UP! BWAHAHAHAHAHA

I was sick for the last 2 days too. See, it's all school's fault, it deserves to be blown up. Heh, I've been waiting for my Dead Leaves soundtrack, and it's finally being shipped, and my hopes have been destroyed twice in the last couple days. The first was when I was by the window and I saw the UPS truck show up. I get excited and run downstairs. After about 5 minutes I go back upstairs and look out the window to see the UPS guy comin back from someone else's house and drive away. Hopes shot down. Later on a Fed EX guy drives up and knocks on the door, I'm not too excited, but still am a little. He has a gift for my parents. But it's ok, there's always tomorrow and the next 15 days or whatever (that's when it's supposed to be here). I don't mean to sound impatient, but I've been waiting about 3-4 months for it to get here. I ordered it in January, and it was delayed, so it got sent a few days ago.

In other news, I've decided to teach myself Japanese. I found a few sites with Free lessons. They're pretty good.
http://www.free-translator.com/
http://www.asahi-net.or.jp/~ft5k-ymd/learn.html
www.thejapanesepage.com/


If you're interested, you guys should check 'em out. Can't think of a poem right now either. So that's it for now.
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   Silence
Silence all around,
But in a single second it is broken.
Noise invades, steadily losing all traces of peace.
The silence is gone, it is no more,
Never again will there be quiet,
The fiery rubbing of tormented souls,
Their silent noise lost into eternity,
Or so it seems.
Where is all hope? Where is all faith?
Is it lost into the hectic world of hate?
Oh torment! Oh sorrow! Oh abandonment! Oh destruction! Why do you torment me so?!
Oh hope! Oh love! Oh light! Oh peace! Why have you forsaken me?!
All is lost, all is lost!
Or so it seems.
Crash and burn! Burn and fall! Oh for sure the end is near!
Silence.

Heh, I've found a new style with my poems. What'd you guys think? Heh heh heh, I'm like a beatnik! YEAH! If you like this poem, please snap. Heh heh heh. I feel really good writing another poem. It's been a while it seems like. My poetry really means alot to me I guess.
You know, even after finding out that I am failing Biology right now, today was actually a pretty good day. Heh, at least I can pull my grade up a lot by tomorrow. Heh heh, I still got 300 points worth of homework to turn in (which I did (with a LOT of help from Clay)). Heh heh.
Only a few more days 'til Disneyland! Gonna be so much fun! Only 4 more days 'til we leave. These last few days are gonna seem like forever!
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

It's really wet and rainy. Just got back from Cimone's (my little cousin) birthday party-thing. She's 10. Man, when you think back about some things, you realize you can never go back. Cimone can never go back to being 9, she's 10 now and she's only gonna get older. All my cousin's and myself, we're all growing up, and we can never go back to those carefree days such as 4 and 5 (and even those weren't carefree, but you know what I mean). It's really kind of difficult to fathom, if you really think about it. That's why I don't that much. But one thing I have figured out is to never do something you will regret. When you look back on past mistakes and realize you can't change them, it can really bring you down. It's no point in saying this, because everyone has and will make some kind of mistake they will regret. For many of us, there are tons of 'em.
Well, I was just thinkin so I'll end that. But it is something to remember and to think about. I can't think of anything else to say, my mind has gone completely blank. So this post is done. I gotta start writing more poems, they gave these posts meaning! Heh heh.
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   Howdy. How's everyone been? This post is gonna be short 'cus it 1:45 AM and I'm kinda tired, but more so I should be gettin to bed before I get in trouble. Heh heh.
Yesterday I went to a musical at Pinole Valley. It was called How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying. It was really good, the actors were good, the music was good, it was all really good. It was funny too. I had a bunch of the songs from there stuck in my head today, 'til I got home. Then I got Cells by the Servant back in there. Not only is it a great song, but it's the song from the Sin City trailer. Yes, I have gone Sin City crazy. Heh, it looks like the coolest movie! I'm lookin for the comics, they have 'em on Amazon, but I want to get them somewhere else so I can have them for the trip to Disneyland (which we leave for on Easter). It's an 8 hour drive so I'll need the reading material.
Here's the lyrics to Cells:

"Little old click when the mortgage clears
All our fears will disappear
Now you go to bed
I'm staying here
I've got another level that I want to clear
My skin feels like orange peel
My eyes have been vacuum-sealed
My organs move like a squirm of eels
We should be more adventurous with our meals
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you

On the city's skin they move on mass
Like a rash on the back of a manky cat
Now in I go like a fool
I can't resist dipping in the pool
I watch them watch me I watch them too
Across the street, across the room
I dress myself like a charcoal sketch
My eyes are brown my hair's a mess
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you
The sun goes up the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you

The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The sun goes up the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you

Everyday, everyday, everyday…"

Pretty cool huh? Guess this post wasn't as short as I expected. Oh well. Haha.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   Hey everyone. It was kinda tough today, with my cold and all, but I survived. Heh, it'll probably be better by tomorrow. I drew another Dead Leaves picture today. I haven't done something for Dead Leaves in a while. It's been like, 3 weeks since I watched the movie. That's a record for me. Haha. Heh, now that I think about it, my drawing is really improving. I'm not great, but I think I'm ok.


Fight On
When life gets tough,
And things seem too hard,
Keep on going,
And always, fight on.
When goals seem impossible,
And you feel you're not doing your part,
Keep on going.
And always, fight on.
When life is too stressful,
And you just want to quit,
Keep on going.
And always, fight on.
When your energy just stops flowing,
And you feel stuck in a pit,
Keep on going,
And always, fight on.
When things scary,
And you can't keep up a brave face,
Keep on going.
And always, fight on.
When situaions get hairy,
And you feel out of place,
Keep on going.
And always, fight on.
When the time finally comes,
And life must end,
You can honestly say,
You kept on going,
And you always, fought on.

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All of these people fought on, they kept on going even when it got tough. Never give up, even at times when you feel like you want to, never give up.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Howdy everyone. Well, I stayed home sick today/yesterday, whatever day you wanna call it. I stayed home sick on Monday, how's that? Heh, I still feel miserable, maybe I'll stay home again Tuesday (tomorrow).
I went for a few walks to day to try and clear my head, on one of them I walked to the mall and bought Tekken 4. I LOVE IT! I've gone Tekken crazy since Jon's been talkin about Tekken 5 (he got it), and Tekken Tag was startin to get boring, so I got it for $13. Yep, used at EB.

Jin is so cool.

BUT KING IS THE BEST!
Well, I'm gonna go take a shower and try and get some rest. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. Oh yeah, and maybe I'll edit this and put up a poem. If I can think of one.
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

Hey everybody. Guess I aven't updated in a while eh? Sorry, I been busy. So how's everyone been? Going over to Sacramento today to visit family. My cousin Andrew is comin too. It wasreally hot yesterday, so hopefully it won't be hot today. If it's hot here, it's gonna be even hotter in Sacramento. Heh, it was so hot that I drank 1 1/2 gallons of water yesterday. And I had to pee all night. Haha. Watched Die Hard 2 yesterday also. IT WAS SOOO COOOL!
I liked Die Hard 1 better though. Die Hard is so cool. It's like one of the best movies ever. Ah, the days back when Bruce Willis had hair. Haha.
Sin CIty
Sin City looks soo cool!Complete change of subject, Tony let me borrow some Maison Ikkoku manga (vol. 6, 7, 8). So cool.

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