Tuesday, July 11, 2006

annoyed 7-11-06
ok this has been bugging me now for a bit. there are people who are posting on the O but have not been by to visit me. even though i for the most part always comment on there sights. i go and read what they say and commnet and genuinly take an interest in what they have to say but yet when i post they are no where to be found. I mean am i asking to much that people who call themselves my friends drop by at least once every 3 posts of mine and comment. maybe i am. oh wait no im not i only post 4 or 5 times a MONTH!!!! its not like i post everyday or something.

but now i am just gonna be myself and say this, if you dont wanna be friend why did you say i will add you as a friend only never to come around. the rules for me are simple if i post just drop by and read and comment and you only have to do this maybe twice a month and i will still consider you a friend. but when people post like 3 times a week and i go to there sight everyday and then they dont come to me once, that kinda hurts. well not really hurts just annoys the piss outta me.

there are friends on here that never miss a post of mine or maybe one a month but hell that is great. to me they are doing what friends do. and if your gonna be gone a long time then of coarse i understand why your not coming around and i wont delete you. but if you post weekly or daily or every other day and i still gets no visits then well i assume one thing you just dont want me around, so no worries we can go out seperate ways and i will wish you the best! ^_^

and oh yeah if you cant tell im pretty much just telling it like it is and if you dont like it, i dont care! i am not a 9 year old who thinks its the end of the world if someone doesnt like me or doesnt like what i have to say. i want to concentrate on the friends i know will be there and not keep going to sights where im not wanted anyway. but...

if you are my friends list as of now try to remember the reason you are there is cuz i do want you as a friend thats why i put you on the list. i have some real good ones as well that i can always count on to and they know who they are. ^_^ so after rambling all this let me just say that the friends on that list are the friends i wanna keep but if you dont want to put out the effort then neither am i. very simple and to the point i think.

sorry to those of you who are always there for me this is in no way shape or form aimed at you, and to those who are away and just cant get to a comp cuz of vacations or otherwise this is not aimed at you either. this is just a push to those i wanna keep as friends but am just not sure if they want the same.
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