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Thursday, May 31, 2007

maggie
i didn't sleep at all last night. i just stayed up and cryed. i'll explain. starting from the beginning:

about a month ago, at lexi's 16th birthday party, all we (lexi and i)did was play with her baby cousins, especially the 2 year old, maggie. (shit, i'm crying typing this too). yesterday, i was sitting in the car with my mom, and my mom's cellphone rings, and we find out:
maggie and this other little girl were being babysat, and they fell asleep, so the babysitter took a nap too. but the little girls woke up first and went outside to play (the ages are 2 and 18 months). and then they drown in the pond outside.

i'm sobbing right now.

i wasn't directly related to maggie, but i'm the kind of person who cries when they see old people alone in restraunts.
but the part that scares me is that i remember her. i remember all those little moments last month like they were yesterday. that scares the shit out of me. my mom offered to get me out of school today, but i didn't want to, because all i think about is that baby, and how her life was just cut short because her babysitter fell asleep.

next time my babysitting clients call me, i think i'm gonna refuse.

if anyone wants to PM me, i could use some empty chatter.
and i don't think i'm gonna be able to go to sites today. sorry.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry i posted this. and i'm sorry i can't go on longer, but the screen is getting really blurry.
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