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Thursday, March 17, 2005


   Thought I was going to die..
Hello again.
I just woke up from a nightmare. ><' well, maybe not a nightmare from your point of view, but I thought I was gonna die.
It's been a few hours since my other post. I felt like crap, my stomach was killing me, so I was going to sleep. I was only able to sleep for about 10 minutes though, when I woke up with a pounding heart.

I was with my ex-boyfriend and one of his friends in a car. Since my ex, Emil, has a car, he was driving, and me and Eric, his friend, sat in the back. Emil went into a house to see someone, but he said it was only gonna take like a minute or so, so me and Eric stayed in the car. We talked and as usual when I talk to Eric, I didn't get what the hell he was talking about. That I had gotten something from some Cultra dude or something, frankly, I don't get it -_-
But since we're both really goofy, we didn't notice until after a while that the car was moving. And fast. Eric, who can also drive, reached over to try to stop the car, hit the breaks. He was saying stuff like, 'We're moving, smart Eric'. And the car slowed down, but we kept gliding. There were this bridge or something, and then we went to the side and I could tell Eric was as scared as I was. I was quiet though, I couldn't utter a single word. The first thing he said was Uh-oh or something. Then I tried to lean over to my side, so we wouldn't fall down the cliff, but it was too late. Then Eric said, 'I'm going to die'. And my last thoughts were 'yeah..' (me too)

Then I woke up and I thought my heart was gonna crush my chest. It was so real, I really thought I was going to die <.<

I always get nightmares when I don't feel well, I don't get it. I love dreams, but not nightmares.. they're too real <.<

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