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• 2004-07-04
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• Student
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• Dee

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• cleaning my room
Anime Fan Since
• i saw sailor moon when i was like.....what? 7 or 8?
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• I have no clue
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• i really have no clue now
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myOtaku.com: ravemaster13

Thursday, September 1, 2005

MENTAL BREAKDOWN
so yesterday i did nuthin. but i did download music and i downloaded i like to move it and i downloaded 4 my chemical romance songs wen my parents werent lookin. i downloaded other songs too, but my fav is metal health (very good) anyways after i downloaded i watched hard rock live on MTV and it was my Chemical Romance, so i turned the suround sound on REALLY loud so it was like i was there. after that i got my cd of newly burned songs, watch tv then went 2 bed. while i was tryinn 2 go 2 sleep i started thinkin of the beach and wut we did this year. then i thot about while we were there, i was tellin my mom a story that i heard in the news, my dad was at the car, and my sis was readin the menu. then my sis goes that salad looks good, and my mom goes i no, then they got into a whole different conversation. so i finished my story, paused, and sed "none of u r fuckin listenin r u? fuck u all." and nobody heard me!!!! everyone next 2 us heard but my famaily didnt. then i started thinkin of wen i got pissed at my sister and 5min later got chased by a cop cuz the way i looked, then i started thinkin of how i get teased cuz im goth and black, then how much i missed everyone who died, then how my uncle had a 90
5 chance of goin 2 iraq and my aunt 60% and if they go they hav a chance of dyin, then how my dad mite hav cancer and my grandma has 2 go on kemo, then how my cousin has all these problems and he got kicked out of his house so now hes livin with his crazy mother, then how fuckin gas prices r goin up so we r on a REAL tight budget, then how im gonna go thru alotta hell durin skool, then all this other shit and i started 2 cry. and i couldnt stop. i cried 4 wut seemed like 4EVER but it was prob only 5-10mins. i was so upset. after that i couldnt go 2 sleep 4 a while. so i went 2 bed at 12 and it was around 3:30 wen i finally fell asleep. i woke up with a headache and all i wanted 2 do was download ringtones on my cell phone and watch tv, but i had 2 go visit my grandma. they we went grocery shoppin for her and clothes shoppin 4 my mom, the whole time i was listenin 2 MCR. and i still hav a headache but i had 2 pretened 2 be all happy 4 my grandma. and 2 top it all off, i got attacked by bees, i kept runnin into things at marshalls cuz i was dizzy, and at the bank everybody was tryin 2 make me open a fuckin account. so i hav 2 clean my room still (fuck) but im prob just gonna close my door a blast music pretendin 2 clean. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHIT THIS WORLD SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LATER...........i hope
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