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Thursday, May 11, 2006


   I wish you’d stay...
i have to go to a fuckin meeting at fuckin lunch tomorrow to work out fucking friendship problems FUCK. IT. ALL. im soooo pissed off. 1st, she lies to everybody, amkin them mad at me for half of the day, THEN she tells a teacher so now we gotta meet, AND shes makin other people fight,

AND

makin my friend SERIOUSLY think about suicide.
and like, im startin to fail french and math ((dont really care about french)) and i went to get help from my french teacher...NEVER FUCKING SHOWED. thhen she was like, oh im sorry i was with them at their party. YOU WENT TO A FUCKING PARTY, WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO COME?!?!?!?! i thought i was gonna murder her. this is the 3rd time it happened, i swear. but my math teacher actually, SHOWED, thank the lord. but yeah, everybodies upset and frustrated and pissed beyond. and she who must not be named ((guess who)) is just making it worse, and screwing with my friends head, and i swear, if we make it until the summer without one of us attempting suicide, im gonna like, become a saint or something, and thank God everyday. oh, and it rained today, making me feel even more depressed :[

its horrible

i cant even sleep

one of my friends is depressed 24/7

making me depressed

and

i

hate

my

school

so

much.

time for emoism ((what my friend calls the depressing trances im in when im upset))[[itz gonna be short cuz i have homework and basketball, shiiit]]



Look at the angels falling, they look so beautiful in the night sky...
Watching them fall, they look like the tears,
that's been cried by millions through the last few months.
Black blood comes from black hearts, he had to remind me as blood poured down my hand, and my heart turned to steel, making it harder to break, and to pick up the pieces
On

e last time,
you and I
under the city skyline,
that's about to shatter,
look at the angels falling, they look so beautiful in the night sky...



ok sorry if i just made you depressed, but i had to get it out to someone, cause nobody would 1) listen, 2) care, or 3) be able to hear it without crying

so thanks

xo

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