Monday, January 24, 2005

I just got to talk with an old friend of mine. Someone I never really expected to hear from again, considering what had happened between us. Friendships...no, relationships, in general...are so fragile, that once that they're broken, it's hard, if not impossible, to put back the shattered pieces together again.
Even if I try to...I can't seem to make things work out. I can't make things become what they were before...and it's hard thinking about it, because I know no matter hard I try, things would never be the same between us.

I don't know what to feel right now. Glad that we had reconciled somehow...or be frustrated at knowing that whatever might happen now, it wouldn't bring back what we used to have in the past. I don't hold grudges...but it's been months, and I've always thought that maybe just forgetting everything that had happened would be the best course of action. But now, I realized it wasn't. Maybe I should have...done something before it came to this. And maybe it would have change something. Maybe we would still be friends.
Comments (0) | Permalink

Saturday, January 22, 2005

waiting for Tidus to come
I'm feeling a little gloomy today...I can't point out the reason why. I just have these days when I feel down with no particular reason at all. I just feel like I've lost something or I'm missing something, but I can't grasp what that thing exactly is. I think it's the weather...cold days always make me feel like this. I don't know why. I'm not even making any sense.

I'm thinking about Tidus and Yuna right now...I don't know how it happened though. I was just making a paper for a subject earlier when all of a sudden, I began to think about them. I'm a sucker for the Yuna x Tidus pairing. They look good together, they're both great characters, and they're the best FF pairing for me, and I can't get over them.(can't get over Tidus, to be precise. I don't know why...I just like the guy.) I think I'm seriously attracted to Tidus. Really. No kidding.

God, I need some help.

Ok, I'm going to admit, I'm a sucker for romance-mushy-sentimental stuff. But not too much, because an overdose can be lethal in more ways than one.
And I like the Yuna x Tidus "love" story, where the latter is just a dream, and they can't be with each other...and then FFX-2 came.
Finally, Yuna and Tidus can be together for the rest of eternity. Yes, I'm happy for them...

But I like it better when there wasn't a happy ending.

I don't know...it's just like my life. I don't believe in "happily ever after" that much.

And I guess, it's what I've been "looking" for, you know, the missing "happy ending".

I'm just going to wait for my Tidus to come...
---

It was my birthday last Friday. Although my day started out bad(due to long exams in my Theology and Statistics subjects, and because it rained and I forgot to bring my umbrella)...the rest of the day turned out pretty ok. A friend gave me a set of very detailed chibi Naruto keychains, and another gave me the english version of Hyde's Roentgen album that I had been looking for.
Then we spent the rest of the day haging out in the caf, reviewing for our long exams.
Though even if they would not have given me any gifts at all, I'm already happy for the fact that they're my friends, and that they are there for me in both the good and bad times. I felt really lucky and loved, to have such people in my life.

Aishiteru, yo. (you guys, you know who you are)

Comments (0) | Permalink

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

introductions
This is my first post here...I don't really know what to say(yet), so I'll make this short.

Welcome to RavenLeonhart's myOtaku.com Account!

And as a sort of "welcoming present", I'll post some old icons that I have made with Photoshop. Hope you'll like them. If you're going to take any, please give credit to me, and no direct-linking. Thanks.

All icons are 100x100.

..::Icons::..
1.2.3.4.5.6.7.
Comments (0) | Permalink