Wednesday, April 26, 2006

5:50 am.

Well it's 5 30 and I am waiting for people to get on msn messemger. So here I am. I just thought I would share with the world some of my favorite online comics and maybe some awesome links to some wicked cool Advent Children Videos (I think all my friends have seen it but me. T.T) but they contain mass spoilers. So Myotaku people beware rofl. So first the awesome online comics.



This is Vampirates. It's about a group a vampires that steal a boat to get to the other side of Canada. I think it is very well done and it makes me laugh. So check it out.


Just found this comic recently and I really look forward to reading it. I like the art its so cool and cute and I like the story thus far.

This comic is writen by one and drawn by the other. They are both very very talented. I love applegeeks and for all of you that have macs. You'll love this one.I like even though it has some computer lingo but it is very hillarious at some points. I love to read it.

Well that's it for my favorite online comics. Check'em out. :P

Midgar Kombat. This is an AMV of AdventChildren done to the music of Mortal Kombat. I really like the video and who doesn't like Mortal Kombat music?

Well thats it for my ranting today possibly. XP

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Relient K


This is a song I've been listening to like non stop and its by Relient K-Who I am Hates Who I've been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

I am sorry. I'm so sorry everyone for being depressed I shall try to be better!!!! See you guys later.


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Monday, April 24, 2006

Baten Kaitos

This is a picture of Kalas the main Character from Baten Kaitos.

I think that game is the bomb. I've been playing it non-stop. I've only done that to two other games FF8 and legend of Dragon. How about that? I'm sure after I beat Baten I shall play kingdom hearts one non-stop aswell but right now Baten is so addicting and I am already on the second disc. Heck yes. Ah well Baten Kaitos for favorite game to win.


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Friday, April 21, 2006

Wednesday


Hello I just thought that I would post about Wednesday!! It was soo-o much fun. On Wednesday about six of my friends came and visited me!! For a few hours but in those few hours I had more fun than I had in a long time. That was also party due to a note I had recived..but ANYWAYS!!

The people that came were Aku,Kayne,Lyca, op-intensify,Dove,and Ronin if I missed anyone I'm sorry and you can kick me next time you see me. (and I only say that cause it'll probably be a long time before you do and hopefully they'll forget hajajaja)

We just played games like Halo, capcomVSsnk,Supersmash, Samuri Showdown 5 (Kayne would be proud that I actually rememeber the name to that one T.T)and then me,Kayne, and Aku played some awesome Megaman after everyone else had left to go to some anime club dealiy. I wish I could've gone. T.T

I just really want to thank all of you that came!!cause me and my mom had been fighting a lot this week and that totally made it worth it well that and being able to go to school to see ALL OF YOU!! but espically..Chaos.

Holy crap this is freaken long so I guess I shall go now THANX EVERYBODY!! we should all hang out again sometime soon!! I'm looking forward to it.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

I'm done.


Ok. I'm sick of being depressed and feeling sorry for myself. I find that it's extremly pointless and it makes the people I want to hang out with not want to hang out with me. :( So pretty much I'm causing my own misery but I'm not saying that as "oh poor me" I'm saying that as a fact. It's freaken 4 am and I have not gotten one ounce of sleep tonight. or last night...or the night before that. or the night before those.. ahh well you get the idea.

ANYWAYS!!!! I finally realized that I've just been sitting at home and complaining how I never hang out with anyone anymore. Let's look at why shall we?

1.I'm pissy and rude.
2.I don't talk unless talked to.
and the FINAL REASON WHY IS!!! because I'VE BEEN TELLING THEM ALL TO LEAVE ME ALONE.
WOW!!! I SOLVED THE MYSTERY!! only took me what a week?

Ahh well you guys still love me right?!! RIGHT!!! cause if not I'm just gonna run to the woods and live in TOTAL ISOLATION FOREVER!!!

naw just kidding. Well anyways I'm giving the depressed me the boot. Soo all those who missed me

I'M BBBBBAAAAAAAACCCKKKKKK!! rofl.

..but not till I've had a decent nap. So you wake me up today I'll kill you.. so leave me alone hajaja. :P So nighty night. :)
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Saturday, April 15, 2006

Adema


This Adema song is pretty much how I feel right now. I changed some of the words to better fit my situation so yes I know that some of the words are mess up. The people I'm giving into is my family. I hope they're "proud" of themselves.

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am crying again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my relations
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

I look forward, to dying tonight
cry till i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight



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Friday, April 7, 2006

Adoption is a wonderful thing.



I must tell you I have been scared to talk about this but I figured sooner or later I would and just so you know it is later. lol

Now I don't expect any of you to understand because I don't think you really could even if you placed a child, each situation is so different but I hope that you can respect me and the decision me and him both made.

First, I can't tell you how hard it was for me. I felt her growing and moving inside of me. I saw her(not literally I saw my big belly)each morning when I woke up and I felt her move each night. I pushed her out and I held her in my arms when she cried and breathed real air for the first time.

Second, Me and him chose her family and I know that they could give so much more than we could right now. Maybe if we had been older, maybe if we had had jobs, maybe if we were married. There are a lot of maybes but the one thing I'm absolutely sure of is that they were ready for a child in every aspect.

Third, Don't ever..EVER.. tell me it was the "easy" way out. If you do I truely believe you are shallow and selfish.

To end this again you may not understand and I don't expect you to and I hope for your sakes that you will never have to make such a decision. I know though without a shadow of a doubt that I was not giving her up..I was giving her more.





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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Visit Me!!


Well here I am at home..for forever. I'm gonna miss everyone at school and I hope you will miss me too.

so I've decided that everytime you think about me you have to write me a note!!!:) and then Richard can give them to me on sunday or you could just come and VISIT ME!!!and deliver it yourself. hajajaja

I'm gonna miss Tyler the most. OF COURSE!! but maybe just maybe I shall come back.. Well I hope so cause I really think I'm gonna go crazy if no one comes to see me.

So everyone should come over on like friday or saturday and we could play Mario party or pokemone the board game or something freaken cool like that

JUST PLEASE PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME GUYS!!
I LOVE YOU AND FARWELL!!!

raven of Doom
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Monday, March 6, 2006

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Well I didn't know wat to title this as soo..ya. Life is kinda sucking at the momento. I have been banned from like all of my male friends (for reasons I don't want to go into)and since all my friends except like..2 or 3 are guys it sucks.

I haven't hung out with anyone for more than 45min for 2 weeks now and I am feeling extremly lonely. Thought I have no one to blame but myself..but still.

I asked my mom if I could hang out today cause she said she didn't mind me hangin out with my friends and she said "Well how are your grades?" WHICH MEANS!! "This is just an excuse so I don't have to let you hang out with them :)"

Soo in OTHER words all you hackers out there enjoy your freedom and your hanging out-ness while you can cause I would KILL to be able to.

so I just thought of a title for todays post.. I'm jealous of your freedom...
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

I'm BAAACKK..


Hey everyone I'm back..rofl.. well I went to state like forever ago. and the girls got 11th out of like 15-16 teams so that was good and some people on our team got medals for having ridulasly good times. which rox my socks!!! Umm.. well I Dont have much else to say..except go to my bf Chaos's house to hang out to win!!
c-ya laterz.. hackers



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