Thursday, November 10, 2005

   Hey all!
45 more days tile Christmas. Gaw, i need money. *dances* I've had the best week of school evur.Save for the fact that i lost a "friend" cause of marijuana. Marijuana is bad for you and i disapprove of it 100%. RAWRG! Anyway, i hope everyone else is ok.
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   8 MORE WEEKS!!!!
After a week of being observed by a Lesbo doctor, I feel SOOOOOOOO much better. Good enough to start getting ready for THanksgiving! And Even MORE excited for Christmas. Which is...*points to title.*...THATS RIGHT! 8 WEEKS AWAY!!!!!!!!^_^
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Mur
It SUX being sick. but, on the up side, i get off grounding till monday. Which is cool. But it still sux being sick.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Ugh...
Gawd. I've been sick for the past few days. I've lost my voice and can hardly breath. Curse you deadly cold germ! CURSE YOU!!!
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

   /Wow
This has been a fun week for me. First i got to dress in my Pj's on tuesday. Then i got to dress up like it was the 80's on Wendsday. Next was today, and i got to Dress like a Japanese school girl. And tomorrow, we get out half the day to go to a party! And why did all this happen, you ask. WEll it is Spirit week at school. And no i'm not one for school spirit, but dressing up is fun. How was everyone else's week?
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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   WOW!LONG TIME NO SEE!
How long has it been? O well, who cares?! I'm back and happier than evur! I have my computer back, I'm having a very wonderful year at school so far. THings are just going very well.

Evn though todady i got nail in the face by a soccer ball...this new girl and I were standing there talking, then she got hit in the boobs by the ball and it bounced off her and hit me hard in the face. I thought it had broken my glasses. Soccer hurts...very much so.
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

   FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!
I ment to update sooner...but my computer's been on the fritz. Anyway school been out for about4 days and i'm already bored. Stephen's gone, and i really really miss him. BUT! on lighter news! My B-day is in 8 days! YIPEE! I shall be 17. 17! one year away from 18! So awesome! Lol on the third, after china buffet, Alene,Brooke, Corey and I went to the mall. I t was so much fun. Alene got in a wheel chair and had us push her around. People actually thought she was handicapped. alot more unfolded that day but feel like writing i do not. So bye.
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Monday, May 30, 2005

   WHEEEEE
Yes i still miss Steven and i smashed my finger, i'm happy! Looks who's making a guest appearance. He'll be here all week! And i put a picture up!
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Friday, May 27, 2005

I'ma miss him
gawd. He's leaving right after graduation. But since i got his email it shouldnt be to bad...never mind. it isnt the same. I'm crying as i write this. Yes, i admit i'm crying. I love him so much and i'm going to miss him. I never got the kiss or the date i wanted. I atleast wanted one of each from him before he left. But...gawd. i'm hurting so bad right now. He called me today just so we could talk. I'm gonna keep in touch with him hopefully.
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   Aint life a bitch...
I think Steven has another girlfriend. At least that's what Alene and them said. GAWD i hate being sick! i wonder how long they've been together, oh well. i'm pretty much through with love. I think god made me just to do this shit to me. Every single guy, EVERY single one, ends up like this. But i dont think Steven really understands how I feel for him. And Alene, i know how you feel about that i'm to young to say i'm i'n love. Well there are various degrees of love. And shouldnt that be up to me on how i feel? And I really feel that i'm truly in love with him. Go ahead and call me stupid, i dont give a shit. yes i do talk about Steven alot, it's because i like him. i care a great deal about him. But...i just dont know how to make him understand, or if he'll ever feel this way about me. I was so close to having him, and it was all just shuttered like a mirror crashing into several miniture pieces on the floor....


my heart hurts....
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