Sunday, May 15, 2005

   Oh Lordy, i got the vapors.
lol. Anyway, guess who shows up on my door step yesterday...that right, Sammy! I had forgotten how annoying whe can get. And how much of a beggar she is. But she's a sister and i love ger like a very close one. I'm so happy though to see my old friends and make news ones (steven, hopefully we can be more than friends.)

On a downlow, i do believe that i met Stevens girlfriend. She nice as far as i know and she's pretty. It sucks! I wonder why he wanted to break up with her. Gawd, why must this be sO Confusing! GR! *smacks self* ok i'm calm.

On another note i'm giving a birthday treat to Alene, Steven and Elizabeth. It would be my luck that three of my friends(one is my cousin) would have a birthday in May. Stevens is the 17th, alene(inuyashagirl8803 stop by and wish her a happy b-day0 is on the 22nd, and elizabeths is the 29th. All in a row. So i'm going to make them Cheesecake and have ice cream, and hopefully the pool will be open and we can swim. *takes breath* AND i'm going to get them a little present. Ok enough ranting i must go.
SAYONARA!
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   This is why the rainbow is...
Omg!omg!omg! I love him to DEATH! Steven is so awesome it's beyond believe. If it werent for the chelsea girl, he would SO be mine. lol he was going to help my brother fight. *sigh* i love him. I hope we can keep in touch when he goes to washington. OH! AND! he touched my boob...although it was an accident, he still touched it. He also kicked my ass in Tekken 13 times. I beat him twice. but one was because he killed himself. lol it was so much fun...I love Steven.
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Friday, May 6, 2005

   EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm so HAPPY! i'm going to the movies with Steven on wendsday! I ask him and he said yes! On top of that, he may be coming over for the Barbeque on Sunday. I'm am so unbelievabley happy! I love him so much, Even if he can be a zombie sometimes. Anywho, I cant wait! I hope he come sunday. I really do

On another note, Alene(Inuyashagirl8803) Had and episode. She said she was bite by her dog milo and she began feeling dizzy.She then told me the she fainted and her family said she was convulsing. she says she's fine now, but her father still wont let her "go outside to play"(quoted from Alene herself).She said she watches napoleon dynamite and felt much better. lol thats alene for ya...

anyway i'm going to go and do my Report. Toodles
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

howdy
Well, i'm pretty content. I'm building something of a relationship with steven. And i'm going to ask him out next week since i'm grounded right now. Sigh, i'm really sad because he's going to be moving to Seattle a week after graduating. And wont be back for a year. but i'm willing to wait.i really dont want anyone else. I dont really think i could care for anyone like i care for him. I have no doubt in my mind that i love him. And nothing makes me doubt it...

any way my life kind went down the toilet. my mom has started on a new treatment and its a last resort treatment that they dont us unless the others fail... Sigh. Anyway i gotta go,bye.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   My oh My
^-^' test galore this week.2 Science tests to take, math, and japanese. WHAT FUN! After i love taking test that i havent studied for. Anyway Go to this site http://www.2badazz4abandname.com/ And support my baby Stevie. ^-^ It actually cute, Well what he has up so far.

Speaking on Steven i now have a pencil of his, and it's all mine. MUWAHAHAHAHA...............................Oy.X( Anyway, schoolis pretty much going good right now. Josiah and i have became somewhat of aquantances...I have 15 dollars riding that this doesnt last two weeks. He'll do something very ass hole-ish and i'll get pissed. That's how it ALWAYS works.

My school in very retardo. they had us take a survey about drugs and Beer and stuff. Its super retarded that in the middle of the test right after " Do you know anyone who does drugs?" They have"Do you surf the web for fun?"Gah...I hate my school. the only thing good about it is Steven and my group of friends who arent complete idiots.

Welp, thats enough ranting from me for tonight. Love some of you. Night.
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

Gaw
Stupid tiger! She eats EVERYTHING! She'll even eat you mouse if you give her the chance. Anyway, I had a horrible day. First it started off ok, but then it got really ugly. At lunch i got in to an arguement with this girl and her brother. See, two of my friends are fighting. To keep them from physically fighting, i seperated them. Well while i was seperating them, this one girl over heard one of my friend calling the other a slut. Well, the girl that had came over got smart with the friend i had taken on the other side of a wall. So my friend got smart back. Well then the girl hit my friend across the face. i then asked her, why she felt the need to hit my friend, and she said she didnt have to explain it to me. she got in my face and said she didnt have to explain anything to me. So then her brother got in my face and said he wasnt afraid to hit a girl. anyway that put my day down the toilet.bleh.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   *sigh*
I wish i could see into the future...or read peoples minds...I wish i knew how things would turn out between Steven and i, or if my heart will get broken. I hate wasting my time, thats what upsetted me about Josiah. I cant even get him to smile at me...maybe i should give up and go after someone more obtainable. I hate this because i really really like him. With more than my heart, i love him with mind,body,heart and soul! I havent obsessed with him, it not an every five secound thing like it was with Josiah. I dont know what to do, i really...really dont.

*smiles, over the drama queenism.* Ok aside from the paragraph above, i'm fine. I think.tell me how everyone is doin'.
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

   U
Hey everyone. I've had a really good weekend. First i went to the movies..prior to walking in the snow. then i went to my friends Inuyashagirl8803 house and just hung out. I got to stay over the night and stuff. I 'm home now though.

Anyway see you all later, i ma call steven

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Lala lala lala *twirl twirl twirl* I'm in loooooooooove
Yep, i am. And i think he might like me back. If he recognizes 6 of my friends and i havent told him about them, he might be interested ^-^

on another note I'm out of Inhouse now, and back in class. That's a relief. it can get REALLY boring in there. But i liked having 5th lunch. I got to hang with my friends and got to tell steven to get in my belly. :P

lol anyway c ya laterz.
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Friday, March 4, 2005

   I'm Angry Beyond Anger!
Tell me how people can get away with spitting tobacco in someone's hair...Or pouring water over someone's head and then hitting them with a bottle. Also tell me how someone so sweet deserves to get jucie poured all over them. Me and my group of friend have been descriminated against and we arent going to stand for it anymore! These last five days was the final straw! I mean it was enough that they make fun of us for how we do things and what we believe in, but they are now going WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY to far! Yes i'm ranting , but if you would think i would let these people get away with this bull shit...they got another thing coming...ROAR! AND FYI For those of you confused...Gothic is a type of art. Not a type of person.
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