Sunday, September 5, 2004

haha another update so soon XD;;;
Anyhow i am keeping close tabs on my friend chris..
he's been hitting on my friends and includeing me and he has a girlfriend. so i told him he either stops right now or i'll go to his girlfriend personally and tell her, all the while i will never talk to him again.

I couldn't stand for it because he did it before and lied through his teeth to me.
he said it was a "joke" because he was bored but what tree is he smokeing? you don't do that... play with peoples emotions too
he said it was all a joke except for "me"
i was like "wtf. Whatever. don't even go there with me" --;;;

its surprising i am still friends with him after all the lieing he has done to me..
i guess i feel like i need to mold him into something..
keep him in line..
he reminds me of me when i was younger though
>___>

this is from an old entry that i was reading through what i have written.
Who would of known that a lot would have changed since then?

I think i molded him into something, something for me that is.
who would of known i'd end up seeing this guy after a year?
or let alone that the guy is my first kiss.

*falls over*
life just astounds me with its changeingness. I knew overall sooner or later i'd make him mine, not that he is totally mine.. because he lives an hour away and he is more of an irl person that talks online but doesnt do relationships online, which is good but we dont get to see eachother much :/

beyond that life is just blah with school, school likes to pick at my brain.
i am still shocked that i am a junior and life is just passing by me so quickly, only one more year.
and then i plan to get an apartment with lover boy up there XD that'll be interesting if we actually go through with it.
We had a random long talk that day to, i told him how i always wanted to have an apartment and stuff. just something about an apartment is interesting to me, i'd like to have fun buying silverwear..and just stuff for it. i know it sounds silly but bear with me, it'd be interesting also ^_^;;

uhm.. beyond that i have my license.. i turned 16.
and..

I also miss people from the past, more relationships i had with people that i dont really keep in too much of a contact with lately, like right now i am talking with britty which is nice because we are catching up on things and talking about whatever and whichever.

anyhow i am gonna get a bit lost somewhere.. its my second update in a row, just felt like updateing more.
OMG I AM ALIVE WOO!!!
go aliveness. ^^;
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