Friday, December 24, 2004

Not Exactly...
I havent written in this journal in ages, I suppose it is my fault because I've been getting lost in so many other things. I've been neglecting all the little things, but then again I've been neglecting all the big things in my life as well.
I've neglected my friends, who matter most important to me, who always are there for me.

I've grown to become quite a person in many different aspects. My knowledge has become to be something different, I've grown with my writing ability as well in my art. I, sadly, no longer have so much of a desire to become an Animator, mostly because I don't think my skills are where they should be yet.
I think I have decided for college I am going to major in English Literature. Therefore, I will be able to be an English Professor.

The details are still quite an "Enigma" as Ken would say. I am just slowly beginning to figure all the little details out.

Do I have a boyfriend?
Yes. I Finally have a boyfriend, someone I've had my eye on for ages. Finally I made him mine. There are other issues to it though, things we have to straighten out if we are going to make this relationship work.
I am not ready to give it up yet.

Today is christmas eve.
I've become quite the Bah Humbug, with the christmas spirit lately. Hateing a good deal of things that have to do with it, hateing the time I must dedicate to my family, all the gifts that I give to people who have given to me. There are things though that make me smile, people that offered some thought to me that I was so sure forgot about my existance. It was rather nice in some aspects. I must admit that.

I've become quite the "IRL" person. I've actually become more outgoing, I found myself hanging out with friends more. I find myself doing things I havent done for years. It is nice in some aspects, but I can definately go back to how I was before, I most definately miss it.

Well that should be all for this entry, till next time i decide to update randomly again.

To say the truth, I also want to be together with you just sleeping like this.
But, I have a place that I must go, so I'm gonna go one step ahead of you.
Have a nice day.

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