Monday, June 27, 2005

state fair
Well, I went to the state fair a couple days ago... shouldn't have went. Felt like a fucking 3rd wheel ALL THE DAMN TIME. But I shouldn't bitch, because I wasn't invited anyway... L'Arc, don't take it personally. I shouldn't have intruded on YOUR free time with your friends. We're drifting apart... maybe it's for hte best? Call me when you feel like it; I won't intrude. And you know what? I'm sorry that I even went. I wasted 2o bucks WHICH I though I could ride something with the four of us.. but nvm already. It's too late, the day is gone, and the friendship... I don't know where it's going It's a two way road, hunny, and I've tried so hard to play catch up with you... You have to put more effort into this friendship... before it's too late. When I came home from the state fair, I started crying, cause that's how hurt I was. It might not mean anything, but if you don't want to be friends with me anymore, then tell me. So I can prepare myself to say goodbye... and you know what? I'm starting to wonder why I'm still willing to give you the third and fourth chances. Why our friendship is still worth all the pain and tears.

Call me when you read this.
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