myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Friday, May 13, 2005

Does and yone REALLY give a damn about these?
I am better. After I talked to J a bit and then spent the rest of my time talking to Chris... I am a lot better. ^^ They are wonderful. All my friends are. I hope you all are well. I do not feel like talking about what was wrong with me yesturday, but know that I am much better. ^^ It's funny...

Yesturday: Hell
Today: Happy Day! ^^

Blessed be, my friends and loved ones (they know who they are. ^_~)

~Night~

"And the song of the sparrow sang through the night of all the wonders and all the frights that this world could have in its darkest hours and how wonderful it could be amidst his field of flowers...."

By: Night (random thing. Hope you like)
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

And so... it starts again....
The game was good... my friend's team won.... Life moves on, what can I say? I hope you all are well. Srry if I'm not too talkative. Blessed be...

~Night~
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

What up? Lol! Nah, I'm j/k.... I don't talk that way. ^^
I am going to a friend's house this afternoon to watch a ball game. My mom was willing to take me, so things are kewl. I get to get outta the house, so I'm happy. I'll be leaving at about 6:30-7(pm) to get there on time. It'll be fun....

I am very tired and very sore still. I am unable to figure out waht to do to make myself better. I am asleep for a good many hours a night, even slept some today in my first class, on the way to school, and after I'd gotten up and dressed and everything. I'm still worried about it, but I'm doing better. ^^

Ihope you all are well. And it was brought to my attention a digi cam would do good as well as a scanner... thnx for the suggestion, but I've got neither. My sister's cam broke, or I'd ask to use it. *shrugs* I'm working on saving up to get one, lol. WELL! I gotta run. Ja matte ne. Blessed be.

~Night~
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Too good to be true...
Well, my stepfather is quickly tearing at my patience for my kindness to him. He is soon to pay dearly if he does not stop is stupidity soon.

His temper was vastly improving, now I am not so sure. He is showing signs of improvement, then they are torn down by his old self. My computer is still going through problems, so to those of you who normally talk to me online when I am home later on in the days, I do greatly apologize.

I took a flower from one of the bushes here at school... a lovely deep purple-blood red mix for the color. It makes me happy, and I saw it this morning. I wanted it, and I took it just before I came to type this, lol. Flowers, my art, and my music (singing, writing my songs, playing, etc...) are few of the joys I have left in this life.

I am shocked not many of you knew I paint and such. ^^ I am determined to get a scanner and show you all some of my works.

I must say that I feel greatly appreciated here, of so few places left that I can find happiness and be myself. I thank all of you, my wonderful friends and even those of you I consider to be more like family, for all you've done. You are all wonderful and all have a place in my heart. Blessed be, and sweetest of days and nights to you all.

~Night~
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Monday, May 9, 2005

Bleh.... screw titles, lol.....
I apologize for my absence of MyO... I've been rather sick and my computer times are fucking screwed over royally.

I have a rather large, and angry looking, purpled bruise on my leg. I hit a chair at work and it wasn't even hard, but it hurt and I looked at it right after I hit it, and it was already turning purple. Odd.... Even for me, that was odd.... I've also been cut a couple of times, and how I never used to scar and bleed? I am... it's scarying me.

My mother enjoyed her Mother's Day gift from me. I left work at 2am, having to stay late... which is a bitch. THEN! I stay up till 5am to finish painting my mother's gift, pass out at 5 and wake up at 6:30 with my alarm, go to check on the making my mother breakfast in bed idea nad my stepfather's doing it. So, I go and get ready for work (had to go back again at 10am the next morning after I worked till 2am...*growls*). I gave my mother her breakfast, her gift (tell you about it in a sec) and left for work with her about an hour later.

I had gotten canvas, painted the edges around it a deep purple, used a pink/white streaked background, and then put vines, flowers, and made the center look like old paper, and I had painted this inside:
"A mother's love is great, but... a daughter's love for her mother is even greater...."

She loved it. Other than being sick, tired as fucking hell (only 6 hours total sleep this weekend... *growls*) and just... lost in space trying to stay awake in classes... I'm well. Tell me what's happened with you all. I gotta run ASAP. Well, ttyl. Ja people. Blessed be.

~Night~

*runs off screaming in frustration and at being so sick and so tired*
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

Hello people.
Well, after about 2 days of crying, my co-worker giving me chocolate and talking to my 5 closest guy friends... life is a lot better.

I've not given up hope! Lol... my 5 closest guy friends... the most AWESOME guys you'll ever meet... (if you get the privellege).... well, there's really 6, but he works with me. ^^

My co-worker, Matt, went to the store, WHILE HE WAS ON THE CLOCK, and got me chocolate. ^^ He's awesome, lol. I just took it and tossed it on one of the counters, and before he left, he took it, put it in my pocket and ordered me to enjoy that or there'd be punishment, lol. I ate it a while ago. ^^

J and Chris are awesome too... they made m feel a lot better... and I'm beginning to heal a bit more over what's happened... I HAVE INTERNET! ^^ Let's HOPE this time it's not taken again. ^^

It's almost 1am, I need sleep. Ja ppl.

~Night~

PS- For J, FUZZY PINK HANDCUFFS! And for Chris: ^_~ Yep.....

LOL! Don't ask... ^^

PSS- FUCK WHAT I SAID! Know what? I can name off a GOOD 2 guys who I HOPE are so fucking happy for things they've said and done! *sighs* I give UP with all this!
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Mew.... ^^
Well, today is a much better day.. I'm still avoiding people and I'm trying to cheer up. I feel a bit sick from being outside a lot lately... and it's been rather sunny, but I'm fine. ^^

TO CLARIFY FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW:
I am unable to talk on my computer at home, meaning I cannot talk to anyone via Instant Messenger and such things like that. The only way I am able to post is because I sneak away in the middle of my school day and get on the computers in the library for about... a good 20 minutes. FUN! *sarcasm*

OOO! OOO! OOO!!!!!! ^^ For those of you who didn't know, I posted my song yesturday. ^^ It's at the top of my site, called: "How I Feel...?" I hope you guys shall give me your opinions... and for those of you who wish to see my at home Journal on my computer... (the entry from yesturday mostly) then I shall try to set aside some time to get it updated on my other site and give you guys the link, k? ^^ ONLY if you all want. Well, I gotta run. Ja ppl! Blessed be.

~Night~

PS- If I have time tonight (I dunno if I will) I'll TRY to be on, but I've also gotta work. Ja.
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Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Bad things are happening, and I'm alive.... *unenthusiastically* Yay....
Today is the 1 year anniversary of an event that cuts me deeply... I talked to a few friends about it, and they made me feel a little better. I'm still unhappy and I've cried most of today....

I'm just sick, had to tell a good friend "No, I like being friends for now and I don't know enough about you or anything to decide if I'd ever want to be more."
In otherwords, I had to let him off easy... I'm already with someone, and I still felt like a bitch, doing it on today, of all days.... *sighs* I'm.... tired as fuck.
LOL! I was to my level of depression this morning that I was hyper and might as well have smoked and drunk a good bit. My friends even ASKED if I had, lol... I don't... I'm pretty much against it. If you do, good for you. I don't like it, so keep me out of it and don't tell me if you do or not.
Well... I need to get going and I've got that song in my Intro... ja ppl... Blessed be...

~Night~

"May life always lead you where you want to go... and may all your sorrow soon leave your grace...."

PS- forgive typos, I don't really give a damn today...
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Monday, May 2, 2005

YO! Lol....
Again, I would like to point out HOW WONDERFUL Chris and J truly are. ^^ I love them both. They are the greatest guys to ever meet, and I could never have asked for two greater guys to have in my life. ^^ (VISIT THEIR SITES DAMMIT! Lol...)

WELL!.... other than being excessively tired and a bit pissed off... I'm great and happy. ^^ I haev a time limit, or I just cannot get online when it's not CONVIENIENT for my stepfather... he cut off my internet in the middle of talking to ppl... GREAT! *sighs* WELL! neway....

*falls over* Sleep helped that sick feeling... but I'm going to be sleeping in my English class.... damned lack of sleep.... I didn't stay up, but I worked Sun. and I hung out with my friend from work... SO!... yeah, tired. ^^ WELL! Ttyl. Ja ppl. I hope you all are well. ^^ Blessed be.

~Night~

PS!!!!!- I'll post that song LATER today or tomorrow... IN MY INTRO! ^_~ Ja.
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

*Le GASP!* (copyrighted saying I've used for years. ^^)
Hell is freezing over... I HAVE my computer back... SOME HOW! Lol... I'm not complaining. ^^ WELL! Let's see about today....

Stepfather fractured his hand by working in the back yard and hitting his hand with a hammer (so I'm told).

I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK!

Work was... interesting. Good and tiring, but interesting.
A fellow co-worker was flirting, but he's a friend of mine, so I just ignore it. He's scared of my evil glares and the fact I can laugh like a demon, then turn it to the laugh of a small child. ^^ He's coming to hangout later... *shrugs* nothing really more with that...
~(LET IT BE KNOWN! I do not like him as anything more than a friend or co-worker... Lol, and I despise most of my co-workers... good ppl they are... the guys are too..... need I say more?)~

I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK!

I am having a good day... a little sick still, but I think today it was from eating popcorn... *wants to throw up and make her stomach feel better now* That... and the chips and Twizzlers I ate... ^^

Did I mention I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK?

^^ Good day... and... I apologize for yesturday's "Ja SEXIES!"..... where that came from... BEYOND me. ^^ Later chickies and dudes. ^_~ Blessed be.

~Night~
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