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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Slightly Better....
I found my wallet last night, and everything is better now.
I have my car now as well, so that's also good.
I'm exhausted as sin, and I'm wondering how the hell I'm even awake right now, lol.... *sighs* But yeah....
Jeana: Btw, you didn't anger me, I was just clarifying, the whole situation has me ticked off, and the friend is J, if you remember.
Well, I still feel like crying a good bit, I want to sleep more and more each night, but I can't... I only get between 4-5 hours....
And I'm working on finding your number, Chris... so forgive me if it takes me a little while before I'm able to call you... I'm sorry.
Well, have a good day. Ja.
~Night
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
I hate this....
Here's the funny thing, Kya:
They don't give a flying f*ck so long as you do the word. Personal problems or not, it's none of their concern so they don't care.
As for the wallet, it wasn't stollen, I don't think. And I don't know where it was lost at (Kya). If I knew, I'd have gone and gotten it immediately.... I was walking out of school, shoved everything out of my pockets earlier for an exam last week... and I dunno. I guess it fell out of my bag when I was walking to my ride.*Sighs* I'm cancelling everything today... and this is SUCH a wonderful f*cking time....
WELL! I'm by no means better... got another email, talked to my friend on IM last night... oh, I thought things were getting so much better... but they got a helluva lot worse.... *sighs and slams forehead into keyboard* I've lost so much sleep because of trying to find my wallet, working over the 4 day weekend, trying to figure out wtf to do about my friend... and now with all this sh*t I have to do for my classes....
Here's the fun thing, since I'm double blocking so I can get everything in on my last semester, I only have one elective class that I enjoy taking. Chorus, first class of the day. The rest? Heh... US History (not too worried, it's just a long class and a LOT of work), my math class (again, not worried because math is easy for me, but still), and then that damnable English class.... *Sighs* Whatever... No use worrying too much.... Ja.
~Night
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Panic (border-line Panic Attack)
WELL! I had a perfect weekend... *voice dripping with sarcasm*
Chris, sorry I didn't call, I've lost your number, so I feel like a dumbass.... *sighs* I'll try to find it again or... something... I don't know anymore....
I've lost my wallet, as of Thurs. afternoon. Heh, that has all my IDs, my Military ID (which has my stepfather's and my Social Security #s....), my bank card, my credit card.... no money, but... everything else a person needs to commit identity theft....
A friend emailed me Thurs. as well.... I hurt badly from what they sent me... and I've been doing nothing but flipping out and crying all goddamned weekend!!! I don't care if anyone bans me for this... but I'm in a crisis and I desperately need to find some way of taking the knife out of my back and finding my wallet, or shoving the knife in further to the point it no longer hurts but kills, and then saying to hell with everything.....
I'm not happy, I'm in a crisis, and I've got no one to give me a hug right now.... No one that I would want a hug from at least.... God this week's gonna suck... *sighs* AND! I start the MAJOR class of the WHOLE f***ing year!!! If I don't pass this class, I'm screwed... LOL! And I can't finish the year!!! YAY! (it's the most crucial English class I have thus far because all it is is working on this ONE project you HAVE to pass, or all your work for that year is gone....)
I need to go throw my face into some ice water but into someone's shoulder to cry some more before I do that.... Ja.
~Night
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Yo...
Well, I didn't finish my brick entirely, so I'm gonna go stalk his class one day and finish it, lol. Meh... I'm so tired, so I brought my pillow and a blanket with me to take a nap as soon as I finish. I'm just not in much of a caring mood right now. I have EOCs today (End of Course) and if I don't pass those, I don't pass the year. *shrugs* Meh...
Chris, sorry I didn't call last night. I kinda passed out around 11:30... but I'll call tonight because I have nothing to do tomorrow... if that's okay....
I have a 4 day weekend. Joy! Lol, I work 2 days of it, but it's more than all right... mostly because we're trying to get the group together to hang out, and Sarah's kidnapping me after work, so I get to spend the night with her. ^^ Yay! I get outta the house, lol. Well, ttyl.... I'm hyper as hell and tired as sin... lovely combo... AH!!! *spins in circles and curls up on the floor and falls asleep*
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Well...
...I'm sore and tired as hell, but it's okay. I have fun "exams" today.... Chorus and Theatre... we sit there, watch a movie for three hours and/or help them organize their rooms. It's gonna be a boring, slow day, and I'm sleeping as soon as I finish and it's gonna be fun, lol. I get to do nothing but socialize and paint on McAfee's wall... (Seniors get to paint a brick to leave behind and mine's really elaborate and I need to finish it today, or it won't get done... *sighs*)
WELL! I'm still a bit... eh... but things might get better still, but I doubt it... *sighs* Well, ttyl.
Avi'nala.
~Night
PS- Thank you Chris, and I'll call you tonight... I passed out last night, and I didn't want to call without permission. Ja.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Still about the same....
Well, not getting much better, though I've somehow managed to supress my tears. So things might be looking out for the best....
My mother ordered my tickets for me last night. I'm taking 2 of my friends with me to go see RENT when it comes here off broadway. And it's just in time for my birthday, so... ^^ Small yay.
I've been doing nothing but listening to that CREED cd I got, and I happen to like it a lot. It's got some of my favorite songs on it, so that's good.
I'm feeling a lot more run down, but it's okay. We get to perform the plays we wrote today in class. Me, Sam, Christina, Sean, and Dylan have done pretty good, and we're happy with it, though we could use just a bit more time, lol. It's fine though. *sighs* I need a vacation from school and work and home, lol.
Well, ttyl guys. I'm thinking about changing my background pic, but I dunno what to change it to. If you have anything you might like to see, lemme know.
Avi'nala.
~Night
PS- Chris, is it okay if I call you later tonight just to talk like old times? If you don't get this in time, then I dunno... I just wanted to make sure it was all right before I did. Ja...
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Monday, January 9, 2006
*sighs*
Matt... how is it you always know how to bring even a small smile to my face, even if things are going so perfectly wrong otherwise? *hugs* Thank you....
I'm... I don't know. I've been crying for days on end, and I've still not gotten better from when I was sick... this makes... almost.. 5 or 6 weeks now... and that's not good. What should I do? I still don't have a car and I have no way of getting to a doctor... and my mother still won't take me, much less get any of the medication they "thought" might help for this thing they don't know anything about.
Well, I'm going to go... I really don't have much else to say... other than life's not so well, and I just... I dunno. *sighs* I feel numb and all. I tried to go last night after work and hang out with Sarah, but it didn't do much good. I bought me and her our favorite (well... my second/third favorite) color roses, got a new Manga (one I've been waiting to buy for a while- Demon Diary), and snacks, and cheesecake... did a little good.
I also got a wonderful CD: Greatest Hits- Creed. ^^ It helps to make things a good bit better...
Seems I had more to say than I thought. Well, later guys. Ja.
~Night
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Sunday, January 8, 2006
I'm Broken and Falling Into Darkness....
...and there is nothing more to say.
~Night
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Friday, January 6, 2006
Hey...
I forgot to say, but I found out the other day that my friends in SC got their presents. ^^ I was happy.
Well, I don't have much to talk about.... We're going to Sam's tonight and it's going to be fun... well, I'll talk to you later. Ja ppl....
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Thursday, January 5, 2006
Meh...
I'm feeling ever so tired today, and kinda run down.... I don't feel like doing much of anything right now, and it's kinda annoying cause I know I have a crap load of work to get done.
I blew my auditions yesturday, but it's okay... I was dead on when I came in, and I got through the first verse, then I just kinda emotionally snapped and had to leave.... I was not having a good day, but it's fine.
It's only one audition, and it's better than it was last year, so I'm not complaining.... Neway, I gotta go... I'm gonna go and sleep in first and all that... Ja guys....
Avi'nala.
~Night
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