Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Try-outs
Auditions are today for Beauty and the Beast.... and it's making me highly worried.... I finally got the sheet music yesturday, but my friend Sam's been practicing with me, and I know the song by heart... I just need to relax and I know I'll do my best. My friend Sam's going to be my accompanyment... (I don't care about typos)

I've found a good way to vent my nervousness... use it to sing louder and place it all into a sketch before hand.

I've found what the song I'm singing means to me, so it makes me highly happy when I know how I should sing it to be at my best and to get the most emotions out of it. I'm going to have a MUCH better audition than last year.

Well, I'm still nervous and all, but it's okay. ^^ I hope you all are well. I talked to my friend Sarah last night, and things are okay... Well, ttyl, guys. Love ya.

Avi'nala.

~Night

PS- For those of you who don't know, wishing someone luck, is bad luck in auditions for musicals and such... So you need to say "Break a leg." (One of my friends kinda made that mistake so... lol.) Ja.
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Another day....
Well, it's another day at school. I'm shocked and a bit annoyed that it started back on a Tues. That sucks, lol. I got about 2 hours of sleep last night, and I had to force myself to wake up. I hope all of you are well.

Sorry I was gone so long. I was working all but 3 days out of my entire break. I finally just called in yesturday without my parents knowing because I was so tired I couldn't see straight.

My Masquerade was wonderful, though I almost didn't get to have it because my stepfather was being anal. I'll get pics uploaded onto my computer as soon as someone emails them to me. It was interesting. I'd never worn such a short skirt in my life, and I now officially own a true corset, lol. Safe to say? I took it off before midnight because I had marks all along my ribcage and back from where it dug into my skin. It hurt, lol. But it was pretty kewl. My friends said I pulled off the Moulin Rouge look perfectly, lol.

Well, I gtg. Take care guys. I love ya.

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Monday, December 26, 2005

Happy Holidays to you all
Well, my Christmas was... not. I had to work all day, and granted I opened presents with family and such, I didn't want anything this year. I was forgotten at work (I called them to make sure they were coming, and they weren't, so I got chewed out like it was my fault)... and I was constantly being yelled at and told I wasn't doing what I was supposed to, even if I wasn't doing anything or hadn't done anything wrong....

I didn't feel the Christmas spirit this year. I felt it with the few friends at work, but I would haev much rather been around all my friends, but I couldn't. My little sister thinks Christmas is a time to get presents for almost no reason, just like her birthday..... so it kinda made me sad.... Christmas no longer has any of the meaning it's supposed to have in my family.... *sighs*

It's okay. I'm going out with a friend tomorrow, hopefully.... and if not, then I'll just stay locked up in my room like I always do.... I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas. ^^ And I got a card from one of my friends on MyO.



This is from lordsesshomaru. Thank you!
Take care, guys. Love ya...

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

YO PPLS! ^^
Lol, thank you for all your support. The guy from my last post was just an ass, and no, he didn't like me (thank you, there is a god! Lol).

Sometimes I think I'm bipolar too, but then... it's just my random, not-posting-for-2-or-3-days-at-a-time, hating and loving life kinda time, lol. I swear I'm not, but if provoked, I have a temper from hell (I think I said something about that in one of my first posts here on the MyO, lol). SO! yeah...

I'll have a card up ASAP, as soon as I get the time to make one... *sighs* I'm not gonna be able to post tomorrow, more than likely, and if not, then...

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!! ^^ *passes out the cookies and prezzies*

Lol, yeah... I get to work until about 12am tonight, then go back and work again not even 10 hours later, lol. OH! What a life I live....

My mother's sick, so I hadda clean house yesturday before I went to work. My stepfather was meh... saying how "If you're going to clean, do it right, not that I don't appreciate your trying"..... ass, but neway... I was too tired from cleaning everything else that I didn't feel like moving things to dust... so after he told me that, I redid everything I'd already done.... *sighs* and it wasn't but one table I did that one... meh... anal men... lol.
Well, work was fun.... NOT! Lol... I was the only girl working, but I messed with some of the managers, had my usual fun, but then I about shoved a broomstick down this idiot's throat. (He's one of the a-holes that went around telling everyone he made out with me, went on a date with me, that I'm horrible, etc. etc... ya don't needa hear the rest) and yeah.... My only two forms of sanity, Brandon and Kris, well... meh. Brandon was walking around trying to clean around the idiot guys that were standing around or goofing off, and Kris left early (he was mid shift) so.... yeah. *sighs* BUT! It's okay...

I am HOPEFULLY gonna get to hang out with my friend Steven (aka Potter) tomorrow when I get off work... I'm sorry, but I'm SO not into the whole family crap this year... mostly since they're being all...meh. My stepfather made my mother take me to work yesturday too... she was sick as a dog, and he sat at the computer, trying to get it to fix from where him and his daughter screw it up about once a month....

I'm done ranting on the a-holes in my family and at work now, lol. WELL! ^^ Ttyl, k? *hugs* Love ya guys! Have a good one!

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Hello all...
^^ WELL! Life is happy and good, for the most part. I got all my friends' gifts delivered and even had a bit of fun. ^^ I got some gifts to, and it made me smile all happy-like, lol.

Christina got me The Art of Amy Brown v.1 and it's SO wonderful! ^^ Then I am getting a few more things when we get back, and one person's bringing gifts by during the break. ^^ It made me happy.

Sam and Shea both loved their paintings, everyone loved the roses, and 'specially my lovely Tennyo. ^_~ (Who is watching me type this. ^^ She's staying the night, lol)

OH! Funny story time!!!! ^^
I was in theatre class, and we were watching War of the Worlds (Yes, he didn't care if it's rated R, my teacher is awesome that way, lol. He gets away with ANYTHING! ^^) and this idiot threw his stuff down right behind me, it hit me in the back... so I shoved it outta the way. As the class progresses (btw, in this class, we all sit/lay on the floor or w/e) he started kicking me in the back. I turned around, yelled at him a bit, my temper flared, yes. Sam moved to hit him after I did... SO! This idiot kept kicking me, so I turned around, and yelled more, cussing slightly, and smacked him a good few times in the legs and made it hurt, too. (I don't normally do that, but I have back issues, and that hurt) SO! Lol, Sam and Ray are trying to tell him to knock it off, but he slid back when I moved to hit him, and the other idiots in class are all like "Wtf? You're too violent! What was he doing anyway? He didn't do anything." *Sighs* WELL! It so happens, 5-10 minutes later, I get a pen thrown near my head, hit my arm. I grab it, spin around and toss it into the boy's chest (not IN, but hit him there) and he is all like "What'd I do? I didn't do anything!" I cussed him out, slapped him, and then Sam comes to my rescue. ^^ He kicked his chair, and he didn't mean to, but it was so hard, it knocked the chair from under him. He fell back, the teacher came over to make sure he left me alone. Sam ish my hero now ^^ Lol, it was a fun day.
Ttyl guys! ^_~ Love ya!

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Yo
^^ Well, I get until after our Christmas break to practice and find a song (tryouts were moved to Jan. 4-6) and so... ^^

Well, I tried out for the Student film Jacob was doing... he wanted me to try out for the part of the nun... LOL! Me, a nun... funny... ^^

WELL! I hope you all are well. ^^ I got a book of poetry (Emily Dickenson) and a ring, as well as a fuzzy scarf. ^^ I'm happy, and the CD player is working very well. I'm having a pretty good week thus far, and it's only another day left in it. ^^

I feel as though I've rumptured something in my left lung, and it hurts to breathe. *shrugs* But I'm not dead, so... Lol... a friend of mine (a guy) came up behind me and squeezed my throat this morning... I turned and kinda glared, but it's okay... Lol. He learned.

Well, I hope you guys are all well. *hugs* Love ya guys.

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Monday, December 19, 2005

Hello. ^^
I have been presented with a new CD Player and a cookie this morning. ^^ Happy Christmas to me, lol. I love my friends. ^^ Lol, they spoil me.

Well... I have most all of my voice back now, had it for almost 2 days without scratchiness or pain, lol. SO! Now, I've gotta go and give hugs to ppls so... yeah, lol. I MIGHT be able to try out for the play, Beauty and the Beast over the course of the next couple of days... but it depends.... WELL! Love ya guys. ^_~ I'm gonna have those cards ready by Thurs.... hopefully, lol. *hugs*

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

*ish severely tired and bored to tears*
Well, I finally went to the doctor, and they dunno what's wrong with me, lol. So, they pegged me as being sick with some "viral respiratory" thing, lol. I've been in bed all day... and now after I told my mother what's been wrong for two weeks, she hears it from a doctor and she finally takes the advice, but no... never from the one who's sick, lol...

Well, I've got about another week, the way my body's been acting... So, yeah.

I hope you all are well... I've got nothing to say, really... I love ya guys. *hugs* Ja....

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Friday, December 16, 2005

Hello...
Still sick... Been out of school for two days now (ice all over the power lines and the roads)... and... I've been listening to the RENT soundtrack I got from my friends as an early Christmas present. ^^

I loved it... if you haven't seen it GO NOW! Lol... j/k, but it's very good.

I've been painting a few last minute things that are gifts for some friends (paintings of their favorite things, or things that best describe their interests, lol)... and it's turning out pretty good. I need to go on ahead and make cards for all the people I don't get to see (namely you all) and then... it'll be a good thing. ^^

Well, haev a good day.

Avi'nala.

~Night
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

'ello
I'm not getting any better with my coughing, but I at least have most of my voice back. It's not getting better, really, but it's not getting worse either... so I supposed that's good.

Well, I hope you all are having fun. I went and got the last of my Christmas shopping finished. I'm happy I got that easy part done... now I need to make cards... (Always the hard part for me)

SO! I hope you all are well. Ttyl... not much to say today.... Ja...

Avi'nala.

~Night
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