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Thursday, September 9, 2004


   School is still closed because of the hurricane! lol...what fun I can have....^_~
Hmmm....Matt(DemonMessiah), What was ur comment? Lol, PM me if ya don't wanna say it in the comment, lol. Well, other than throwing up my breakfast, having my stepdad say it was me just wanting attention, merely because I had this god aweful pain from cramps and throwing up. My mom and him exchanged nasty emails after that, and GOOD NEWS!!!!! I didn't think my apologizing to him ot nething would work, but my mom must've talked to him, and I have my AOL back! PLUS!!! TWO hours instead of one!!! YAY! Lol....well, I have a bruised feeling in my gut, but other than that, and the constant migranes, I feel back to my usual self! ^_^ SO! How r u all? Eh, gtg, still tired and hurting, lol... Ttyl! Ja ppl! ^_~
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Wednesday, September 8, 2004


   Well, found out what I need to do to feel better, lol.....
WELL! Amazing discovery! Lmao, I found that if I'm really feeling crappy, all I need to do to throw up is take a vitamin with grape juice, and not eat breakfast like I normally do! Lol, I woke up, went about my normal rituals of morning, took my vitamin (since... girls understand, guys, shut up, it's the reason I'm sick), and... I waited. Turns out, NO SCHOOL! Lol, SO! I go, and feel really sick, then I get this funny feeling in my throat, and I go to the bathroom. My stomach starts to heave, and I threw up my grape juice...and my nose started to bleed, lol. That was a first for me. Never had my nose bleed before. Lol, neway... I feel a lot better, lol. But mood swings, violent streaks, and the bad stomach cramps refuse to leave me be, lol. OH! and our POWER went out a lot last night, lol. Perfect darkness and silence...somewhat, lol. GOOD for sleep, lol. WELL! I hope that you all are well. I think my stepdad deactivated my AOL for like... the day, so his ass can get over it, since I'm online the way I'm not s'pose to! ^_~ Heheh, like I give a damn, lol. WELL! I shall... ttyl! Ja all! Hope you have a great day! ^_~
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Tuesday, September 7, 2004


Better days, lol.....or....mornings, eh! lol
AW! You all make my tummy feel so much better wit hur sweetness! Lol, well, I thank all of the guys that love me enough to be my friend and all. ^_^ AND I thank my friends that are girls... just because they can relate at times. ^_^ All of you are wonderful, did you know that? Lol, no one be a smart ass about that either!!!! Lol, well.... I pretty much live with a heating pack to stop cramps and stuff... um, lol...can't take it to school though, lol. WONDERFUL icon Brosenka! ^_^ YAY! Demetre's back.... Well, I feel a little better.... rested all day yesturday, so! I was lying around, talking on the phone... and all, lol. WELL! I hope to talk to you all later on! Thanx all for being so nice and wonderful! Love ya all lots! Ja! ^_~
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Monday, September 6, 2004


short, but sleep good! lol
Lol, he likes me more than he's liked neone else, that's why. Lol, neone notice this or is it just me? ::: Guys on here seem to be so protective of me, and they seem to want to hurt Matt a lot too, lol. Ah well, I find it sweet. ^_^ thnx guys! ^_~ SO! how's everyone doing? Other than my tummy being mad still, it a good life, lol... So, everyone ok? Lol, and nothing more from Matt since Kitty cussed him out, lol... Ja! ^_~
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Sunday, September 5, 2004


   eh...whatever, lol
*sigh* WELL! I had a good time when I went to Christina's (aka, Kitty) house. Although, I didn't get to see Chris. Matt came onto my site without my permission, cussed me out, and me and Kitty had fun! lol neway, things are better... I'm a lot happier... I am trying to get along the asshole family, and I'm kinda wanting to move back to SC... but whatever... I get my room which ever way I want so...lol. SO! How's everyone doing? I'm trying to be happy since I don't feel good. My tummy hates me, lol. I woke up feeling like crap... Well, JA! ^_~
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Friday, September 3, 2004


   Venting, and apologizing for Computer probs....
Matt has been a total ass! He had been getting on my nerves, and a few days ago, when the computer stopped working, he cussed me out, threatened me and my friends, was a total pain! Lol, I was a bitch right back to him. Things got better, we made up, now today... oh, the fun I shall have! Lol, I had his lunch, he was messing with me, had my pen and I was s'pose to be studying for Latin. We leave lunch, go to the stair well, he has my pen, I've been hitting him, and he's being mean! He wraps his arms around me at the top of the stairs, waves my pen in my face, hitting me in the lip (on purpose or not), and I get POed big time. I tell him to let me go, hit him, storm out of there, and continue to beat his arm when he folows me!!! Talk about possessive ass!

LMAO! NEWAY! On a diff note. Sorry I've been gone so long... computer probs, plus the hurricane in Florida is gonna hit where my dad and brother are... Please pray for them, I would...but religion isn't a thing with me anymore. WELL! I shall speak with all of you more when I have a chance. How was ur day? JA!

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Sunday, August 29, 2004


MY WEEKEND!!!! (I have a social life now! YAY! Lol)
HI! Friday was a horrid day indeed.... *sigh* I was SO scared my mom and stepdad were gonna get a divorce. I locked myself in the bathroom and bruised my arms. Then I found out things were gonna be ok, but I was still upset cause we were gonna move if they had divorced...^_^ AH well! Things are better.... ON a better note....I went to the Bush race on Friday! Lol, it sucked at first...it was too hot when we got there, too many stairs, and it was too loud. After the sun went down, we got earplugs, and things cooled off, it was great, lol. I had fun, but in the last 2 laps, a caution came out....GRR! It was my first race, lol....it was good though. I got home at about 2AM, got about 8 hrs of sleep, then went to Kya's bday! ^_^ KyatheBattousai's bday was today! Lol, her party was yesturday though. ^_^ We jumped into the lake... well, me, Annie, and Kya's cousin, lol. It was fun! although... NEVER go swimming...or attempt it... in a big shirt and jeans... Jeans get REALLY heavy when wet, lol... Well! I came home today, and things are good. ^_^ JA! ^_~
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004


Starting off with the song today! ^_^
Screw it, I don't have enough time with so many ppl IMing me....Lol, NEWAY! I have a stalker...remember Matt? Yeah... he's following me around the school and won't leave me alone...Chris wants to hurt him, but I say screw it....

Today was also a horrid day for certain memories... I remembered certain things with Bradley, and... they get so bad when I feel every touch and emotion in them that they make me jerk suddenly. I scared my friend Christina with that today...I can't help it, but I don't want to remember either... I don't like therapy, so... none of that. Neway, gtg...sorry this is so short...and... um...yeah.... Well, gtg, Ja....

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004


LOL, NEW SONG!!!!
OK! Today...was ok, lol... Um... Things were great yesturday until... the adults came home, lol...well, I was grounded from the phone and not told why until I asked... Lol, neway, I have my damn phone today! Lol!!!! NEWAY! um... I got rained on when I went to go see my friend Chris at a track meet today, lol... It was a freakin down pour!!! Lol, great neway...NEWAY!!! NEW SONG will...be up tomorrow, not enough time tonight, k? Lol, hope to ttyl!!! WELL! Have a great day! JA!
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Monday, August 23, 2004


   BOO!!! heheh.....Scared ya, didn't I?! ^_~
Lol, ok:
1) Demetre, that was one of the choices I gave him, lol... but he liked the one of the other's better...

2) He decided to call the song: Descending Life (I came up with it! ^_^) instead, lol...

3) Ok, today was WONDERFUL!!!! ^_^ I got hugs, and poked....thnx to both Christina and Chris, lol... and despite getting under 6 hours of sleep...^_^ I was GOOD!!! Lol, OMG!!! The cheerleaders at our school are like...selling the MOST WONDERFUL candy bars EVER!!!! I bought like...3 today, lmao... I gave Chris one, he needed to have a sugar rush with me! ^_^ And um...like, I've been SO freakin hyper!!!! LMAO! NEWAY! They are chocolate candy bars, but they have caramel inside!!!! YUMMY! SO good, smooth, and sweet!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!! Lmao....NEWAY!!! Um... thnx Demetre!!! I'm super happy... he got a new trench coat, and he'll let me wear it... lol, YAY! So, um... Chris gave me a few more songs he wrote....so I'll be posting them up here everyday, k? Lol, and um... send me ur responses via email, and I'll send them to him so he can see his songs don't suck, k? Lol, well....here's the song and... Ja matte ne! ^_~ (PS- I apologize for the grammar on the songs... it's sometimes hard to read so...lol, ENJOY!)


Darkness Eases Pain

It begins and ends with a thief
Falsely placed anger, accusing heat
Destroy the sinner, restart the loss
Later on I'll teach you whose boss

Darkness eases pain (x4)
And begins reverse (final chorus and begin anew)
Darkness eases pain (x4)
I will find you (final chorus and reach(I think) the next)

Gotta learn your lesson
Gotta learn your place
We all have our missions
And all our days

Now you know that

Don't try to hide
In the world nothing can save you
Only ease your pain...

Chorus
~end~

Ja all! ^_~

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