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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Meow....
*hugs* Thanks guys.... It means a lot to know you care.... Lol, and I still don't have a voice today, but I'm not really doing anything that requires a voice in most of my classes so.... lol.
Matt, my mother thinks it's not pnuemonia, that she knows everything and that she knows whats "best" for me.... Which is why I've got only a little while longer and I'm moving out... cause I'll have the money to and all such things. *hugs* I'll let you know if I don't imporve... and I'm sure she knows that, but she's just not in a caring mood lately, for me or anyone....
Well, today I go and finish my Christmas shopping for the rest of the people I've yet to gfet something for.... But it's kewl cause I have a list of what I need. ^^ I'm "smart" lol....
Well, what are you all planning to do for break? *Hugs* Love ya.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Hello....
To clarify:
I have no way of getting there. I've asked, and no one has the time or the ability to take me. Another thing:
As he said about the weekend walk ins? There's no such thing as that here, and I have no money to take myself, or I would. Either way, I'll get better on my own.... *sighs* Eventually, lol....
I woke up this morning with no voice. I forced my way through that concert, and I got every note right. After our group was done singing I was coughing so bad (trying to contain it so I could hear the others sing) and coughed up a good bit of bile and blood.. it was disgusting, to say the least. But as a result, I have no voice, and my mother thinks I'm... "over reacting" and being "obsessive about blood" when I had a friend there with me who was witnessing it all... *shrugs*
Well, I would still like it if you came to visit, Matt. ^^ That would be a wonderful thing... but it's okay.
*Sighs* I'm so tired... but I'm okay... for now, at least. Life moves on and so do other things. Well... ttyl. Love ya.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
Hey.....
Well, my 9 days of happiness are at an end... I'm too tired to be happy anymore, lol.. but it's still there, just not visible....
I just came on to let you know I might not be posting so much anymore... what with times that I can and all... but I might post tomorrow...
I have a chorus concert tomorrow... and I hope it turns out good. We got everything done for Narnia, and it was great (took my friends to see it). And... yeah...
Now, I have a bit of bad news....
I might have pneumonia... and it's not fun at all.... I know for sure it's not a virus or anything like that... and my friend (an also co-worker) who works part time at a therapy/health clinic says I have all the symptoms for it to be so....
Here's the worse news...
No one's going to take me to a doctor, and no one seems to care.
*shrugs* But I'll be fine... I always find a way, lol... Well, sorry, but I gotta run.... Later ppl. Love ya.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Thursday, December 8, 2005
Hiya....
Well, I'm still tired, and yes hinaru, a bit excessively so... Well, it's still a happy time. ^^
And I got a chance to catch my good friend online last night. ^^ I was online a bit longer than I should have... but it was worth it. ^^ I didn't get in trouble, so... lol.
And my friends are next to me and looking at this sight where you pick your favorite color and it tells you what you're color is supposed to represent in your sex life... O_o... not gonna ask, lol. It's hilarious to sit here and listen to Dylan reading this as a public announcer... it's great, yet so stupid....
Well, I hope you all are having fun. ^^ I had fun talking to my friend last night... I miss him terribly and I'm going to visit him this summer, as well as Matt. ^^ If things go according to plan, lol. Well, have fun guys, I gotta run...
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005
Hello all
it's a bit of a less happy day, but still happy. I'm not feeling the greatest, and I almost passed out in theatre class... but it's okay now. ^^ I'm a bit happier, and I'm ahead with most of my work in my classes, so... ^^
Well, this is a short post today because I've got so little time. Well, love you all. ^^ Have fun.
Avi'nala.
~Night
PS- Nah, I was happy before I saw the therapist so... ^^ And Matt, if he did give me something to help it, of COURSE I'd shre... but he didn't. *shrugs*
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005
Yo! ^^
Well, this is another good day. I'm a little sick, but it's okay. Things are still happy.
Well, we're starting work on the wardrobe for Narnia as of yesturday, and even though it was a really tiring day? It was a good day. ^^ I finished all the work I had to do and then treated myself to playing a bit of FF games. Always fun, lol.
*hugs tightly* Love you too, DemonMessiah. Btw... I've always wondered, is it okay if I call you by your actual name on MyO? *shrugs* I wanted to be respectful in case you didn't want me to.
WELL! ^^ I'm happy because I've been talking to a really good friend of mine, and I'm not going to Europe this summer. I want to do that another summer. ^^ I'm still planning on visiting a few people, but the main place I'm traveling to is going to be South Africa. ^^ I'm going to visit one of my best friends ever, and I am happy. ^^ WELL! Talk to you all later.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Monday, December 5, 2005
HI! ^^
Life is possibly the happiest it's been since I was.... THIS BIG! *holds hand down to a small child's size* ^^
The therapist they made me see? He loves anime! It made me HAPPY! Lol. He's awesome... and he loves my drawings and poetry. So, I'll enjoy seeing him. ^^
OH! ^^ Life is SO GOOD! ^^ I'm helping to build the wardrobe for Narnia today after school, so long as things go well. ^^ And it's so awesome... everyone's dressing up and my friends are SUPER psyced (sp?) about going to see it this Friday. ^^ I'm going as the ice queen... it's gonna be so kewl!!!! ^^
WELL! I'm uber happy, mostly since I got to talk to someone I am very happy to be near. ^^ Even if it is through email, this person makes me uber happy, and they know who they are (if they're reading this). ^^ WELL!
Ttyl, ppl.... I love you all! ^^
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
*thinking* I'm unsure of what to put here today...
DemonMessiah: (actually it's for anyone...)
To clarify? My grades aren't suffering from any distraction. My mother was just hearing what she wanted to hear again, and the counselor got the teachers involved as a "conversation starter"... Lovely, no?
Either way... I'm being... "offered" the option of seeming a therapist... (in all actuality, I'm being forced to go) It was another case of... "angry child, mother's always right, she need help with said anger because she's the only danger, not her family and living conditions".... or something like that... In short, Adults only listen to other Adults, and children should never be heard....
Anyway... I'm not in a caring mood towards my mother... I finally got to tell my mother how I felt about her, granted she didn't like me for it, but she can get the hell over it. I was honest, I said my opinions (taken in the entirely wrong context as they were...) and I feel... slightly better that I got to say what I wanted... granted my mother still thinks my grades suffer, but my teachers told her they weren't... she never listens and I laugh at it. *shrugs* My computer's still gone, but I have ppl who love me and call me at night to talk to me now....
I'm getting a new cell soon, and I hope people will give me numbers so I can call them. And things will get better because I dsay they will. The movie is going to be wonderful, and I hope you all have a good day. Ttyl, and thank you all who have been there for me.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
*sighs* I might as well be in hell....
Well, Darien (who is back in Cali) is now going to be going to Iraq.... I'm depressed slightly over that, but I'm happy because he's more than likely going to be all right, and he promised to come back ASAP.
Now... to my mother.... *sighs* I hate that woman.... I'm ready to leave, and by all legal rights, I can.... I've even had a couple of friends offer. *sighs* I broke down to my counselor yesturday, and she offered for a confrence with the woman. It's this afternoon, and the way the counselor made it sound to my mother? She thinks my grades are suffering severely because I'm "distracted" by many different things... *sighs* So? I now have no tv (the wasn't a big deal), no computer (big deal, seeing as how a few friends have b-days coming up and I can't talk to them now....), and no access to the outside world once I'm home, basically.
Safe to say I'm not happy, and I will not be for a while.
On a happier note, I'm treating my drama friends to see Narnia. ^^ they are also helping the theater I work at with promotions (costumes and such) and it's gonna be awesome. ^^ Well, love ya guys... sorry if I can't get to sites or post often... lack of computer at home somewhat hinders that a lot.... *sighs* Well, see ya. *hugs*
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
Yo.... *sighs* Stupid holiday...
Well.... I'm among the following things....
I'm...
1)exhausted from work and coming home from work around 1am and getting no sleep from idiots here.
2)sick of family and my brother (he's been a pain in the ass all weekend, and has yet to get off my back about how he wants to do all this stuff with me.... and I'm not interested in what he is)
3)wanting sleep and to get out of the house away from work...
4)annoyed on my only day off because I can't hang out with my friends like we'd planned
5)sad because the friends that were coming to hang out aren't able to... (my friend Darien's over from Cali and he's going back early tomorrow morning because he's in the military)
*sighs* Otherwise? I'm perfect... I'm just a bit tired and bruised... and my brother was fun to hang out with the first few hours, lol... he's all right, just a pain. My stepsister's here though, and I'm having fun hanging out with her.
I'm gona miss Darien, though... I don't get to see him often enough. He offered for me to move out there when I was finished with school (YES! Not even another year and I'm through! ^^).
So, how was ur Thanksgiving? I worked and didn't eat anything, so... lol.
Sorry it's been so long since I posted... computer issues. *hugs to all* Have fun guys. Ttyl.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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