myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

HI! ^_^
HI! ^_^ Today is a happy day! Lol...I am feeling much better... BUT! I am about ready to hit the little pain in my ass called... GRR! Well, the guy I talked about it the last post, lol. ^_^ BUT! Things are MUCH better. ^_^ I hope you are all having a great day, or good. ^_^ Hopefully great. I shall talk to you all later. ^_^ I hope to be talking to you all while I'm here in Asheville. ^_^ Feel free to email me or something. Ja ne all! ^_~
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Friday, June 25, 2004

Night of Unrelenting Hell...
As I sit here and cry,
Letting the world pass me by,
I think "How could I have let him hurt me,
When you and the world told me to flee?"
Now I'm here, and there's nothing left,
Only misery for the times that left were best,
And I sit here crying,
Ever so slowly dying,
From all he's ever done,
Now to the point that I am numb...

My "Boyfriend" went into the Army 3 weeks ago, and he's coming home early. He lied to everyone of us, even his own mother. And I knew he was, we all did. I broke up with him 3 months ago, and we got back together just before he left, and I honestly don't know why. Yesturday, I found the reason as to why he's leaving so earliy... and it's one of the reasons I've always been scared of him. See... he has a bi-polar disease which means he'll be kind and perfectly fine one minute, but the next he's violent and angry at everyone. He's even gone off on me before for it...
And, well, he had to tell them about it... But the funny thing is, WHY he had to tell them. He said that he had been perfectly fine the first few days he was there, but then he and this guy were talking, good friends too... The guy didn't do anything to him, but his bi-polar kicked in, and he goes and beats the guy's face in....
I stayed up all night crying, and I was so distressed... to the point of laughing! Heh, I laughed and cried until about 1am, then I woke up every other hour. ^_^ Fun... but I wrote that poem to express a few things. I am just so tired of him hurting me for the past year! So...now... I will end it, and my mom and new step-dad will make sure I never see him again, if it is my will. Yet... I'm so scared of what he might do...last time he threatened suicide... and he can go through with it, or he could come and hurt me...ya know? I just...*sigh* I have a lot on my mind, mostly distressed things...and I am not myself...and I doubt I will be for a while. I shall be on Otaku if I can tomorrow, but we're also going to Asheville this weekend, so if not, I'll be back on on Monday, for sure. ^_^ But who cares, right? ^_^ I'll talk to all of you later, maybe today...if I can. Ja ne! ^_~

"Kill me slowly as I die,
Calmly laying here as I cry,
Always playing, now I laugh,
As I slowly destroy my past..."
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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Good...Afternoon....God, did I really sleep this late?!
Hi...I just woke up, lol...and it's...2:17pm...lol. I didn't feel good, but sleep makes ALL things better! ^_^ For me that is, lol....um... I'm very sorry, but I don't think I'll get my story up till tomorrow. ^_^ Well! TTYL! Must go wake up, lol... I'll be on throughout the day so...^_^ Feel free to talk or email, or something! Ja ne! ^_~
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Sad day, but also happy...
Hello. I signed my friend demetre on today, and he was really excited. ^_^ Please, feel free to make friends with him and welcome him to MyO. ^_^ I also want you to be praying for dark demon. Her cat died last night, and she is very sad. Well, please, have a great day, and don't forget my small requests. ^_^ Ja ne all! OH! Wait! I'll have my story up sometime tomorrow or tonight, ^_^ So please. Read it if you'd like. Ja ne! ^_~
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Inuyasha as Cloud

This for all of you who Love Inuyasha and Cloud! Lol, Found this cute pic online too! lol. I'm RESTARTING MY COLLECTION! ^_^ Ja ne! ^_~

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Bored Bored Bored...Lol, j/k
Hi all! ^_^ I just woke up...*yawn* It's early for me...cause I go to bed so late at night. Lol, I had this weird dream night before last, and it's funny, cause I don't usually dream! Lol, well, I liked the dream, so I'm gonna turn it into a story, and post it on my site. ^_^ I hope you guys would read it forme and let me know what you think. ^_^ Well, off to find today's pic, if it'll SHOW this time! Lol...I'm calm. ^_^ Well, ttyl! Ja ne! ^_~
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Pic drawn by Alexandra J. Smith

I found this online looking for pics, and I liked it, what do you think? And this girl is 19! ^_^

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Monday, June 21, 2004

HI!
I just wanted to chat for a second, lol. And I don't mind you all calling me RK-chan like the kewl Tepocoora Lol, but if not too much trouble, you might just call me Rayea, lol. Well, better go...hope you all had a great day! And sweet dreams to all! ^_^ Hope you all have a great day tomorrow! Ja ne! ^_~
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Computer Problems....again...lol
HI! ^_^ Sorry I wasn't online yesturday...*sigh* Computer problems... It's being mean...and so.... My mom and her new husband had to delete ALL of the pics I had saved on here.... They said that was what was wrong, or partly. If my mom would delete some of the history on her computer too...lol. She has it backed up so much! Lol. WELL! I'm having a wonderful day! ^_^ I'll try to be back on later...hopefully to put up a pic...if I can remember where I got them...*sad look/worried look* All well! That's why they made search engines. ^_^ Ja ne all! ^_~ (PS- thnx to those that were kind and helped with the pic thing! and have a wonderful day! ^_~)
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Sunday, June 20, 2004

CHAT LIKE YA MEAN IT! ^_^
YO! Lol, this is the "Chatter box!" Lol, well, type whatever you wish here, and if anyone knows how to add pics to my posts, please tell me...I'ts the only thing I'm having trouble on...^_^ Origato! And now...to go away...lol. Ja ne! ^_~
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