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Friday, November 11, 2005
Happy Time, Happy Time.... (and sleep too)
It was a wonderful happy day! ^^ We had a good rehearsal in theatre, and omg...
^^ My friends had a performance (musical- singing and playing instruments) and it went perfectly.... It was such a happy time, and there were lots of hugs, praises and happiness... I was so hyped up afterwards that I wouldn't stop shaking for hours (from 7pm-12:30am)... until now (when I'm so exhausted I can barely move). It's so wonderful.. and I also got to hang out w/ some ppl from work. ^^ It was a happy time, and I just got home 15 min. ago. ^^ I'm happy...
This was the best opening to any weekend I've ever had... and I don't have school or work today... yay... *too tired to be overly enthusiastic* Well... i'm going to get some sleep! ^^ I need it. Ja ppls... love ya.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
A little more Progress....
*smiles* Hey guys. Things are getting a lot better, and the talk was... not as successful as I'd liked it to have been, but I got a hug out of it, lol.
Well, I hope you all are well. My illnesses are getting slightly better, and I had to get a flu shot from my stepfather last night (yes, he is qualified, sadly). Well, take care.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Wednesday, November 9, 2005
Progress... Finally...
I talked to my mother, and things are hopefully going to be better. I let her know everything and anything on my mind and I had also broken down after school, so it made it a bit easier to deal with. She kinda blew up at me because the woman in front of her was being an idiot, and then I snapped at her.
But... she's going to finally take me to the doctor, I get to have a long talk with my stepfather tonight, and hopefully? Life is going to be a lot better. I do think it will be because I spent most of my day crying and yelling at ppl. So I'm getting better and my voice might suffer for a day or two (as well as my sleeping habits and physical energy) but it's all getting progressively better... or starting to.
Have fun guys. I love you all.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Hey.... Not much better, but... *shrugs*
My mother has resorted to admitting she's done wrong, but walks away from problems, and I'm going to have a nice long talk with her tonight about how if she doesn't get things together, I'm moving out whether she wants me to or not.
Brosenka, it'd help if I had a freakin' bandage to put on my leg, but it's fine.... I called my mother at work, she wouldn't bring me anything because she was "too busy" at work... but they sent her home early because she was "sick" ...*sighs* Anyway... I ended up pushing my leg so far past pain that it's almost healed, that.. or severely screwed up.
I dunno what's going on right now, but my computer (and from what ppl say, the other computers in my house) are screwed up. But I hope to have it fixed later today, so then I might be able to go by ppl's sites. *hugs* Love you all, and srry I'm not around much anymore....
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Monday, November 7, 2005
Depressing times, but it's all all right... or it will be....
I hope you all are well. I had a pretty bad weekend. *sighs* Where do I start?
My left leg is torn in a few places in the muscle, and I'm having to tough it out w/out going to a doctor or pain medication (not that I would take it right now anyway).
My mother has walked off too many times from me when I'm upset and trying to talk to her when she "wants" to know what's wrong... and what's funnier is that she calimed to understand she's not been doing right and that she needs to listen more... wtf?
My friend's b-day party on Sat. went okay... but then as soon as I was picked up my mother bitched and didn't stop, my sister claimed to hate me and ticked me off to the point I cussed at her (and I know I was wrong to do that, but with everyone yelling at me for things I have nothing to do with the day after I had a good time for once... *shrugs*)
One of my good friends was being an ass, and I've sworn off dating... I can't take it.... Screw being with ppl if it only means my heartache, ya know? *sighs*
I'm sorry this is a depressing post... but I have nothing good to comment on. That friend was IMing me during the b-day party, and it kinda made me really sad... but it's okay. I'll be okay in the end, and how do I know this?
*smiles* If it doesn't clear up, I'm moving out, whether that means I go to SC, Florida, or where ever, I'm gone. Well, have fun.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Friday, November 4, 2005
Hello...
Hi, srry... been sick, unable to get online. Well, other than being overly depressed, it's all fine. I've just been trying to figure a few things out. Wonderful Hallow's Eve and drama and anime club, though.... *sighs* ttyl.
Avi'nala.
~Night~
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005
Night of Bliss.... Morning of Bleh....
What was that comment suppposed to mean, DemonMessiah? ^_~
*sighs and falls over* Ugh... well, I had a great night... Scared some kids, got lots of candy, had ppl taking pics of me and my little sister, got blisters all over my feet and rubbed them raw... (walked over the majority of our neighborhood... almost every road, 'cept for 1 or 2). Oh, and no seance... that brat stepsister of mine didn't come by to get me, so she's on my hate list, lol....
I had a good day, and Drama Club was kewlies... ppl loved my costume, and as soon as I get the pictures developed, I'm gonna find a way to scan them and put them on here.
Today we have Anime club, and we get to have a huge cosplay, DDR, movies, videogames... it's fun.
Well, I'm gonna go see if I can sleep some before I have to go to classes... I feel so tired... but it's kewlies... I don't have that sick feeling in my stomach, even though I'm still washed out. (And I didn't eat that much candy, I wanna save some for the week, lol) ^^ Have a good day, guys... and gals. ^^
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Monday, October 31, 2005
*whispers* Guess what?.....^^
*still whispering, in a happy-giddy voice* .....It's my Holiday.... ^^
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I love this day. I'm going on the seance tonight, couldn't last night *cough*bitchmother*cough* NEWAY! ^^
I'm dressed to kill! (damn near literally) ^^ I'm in my demonic attire, and I LOVE this holiday!!!! ^^ Today... is gonna be a great day. ^^ NO ONE fucks with me on my holiday. *Glares* Not my mother, not my stepfather, NO ONE! Lol. ^^
But it's okay, 'cause I love you guys! ^^ Well, I'm just waiting around for my ride to school. *sighs* God, less than a year left of this hell, and I'm GONE! Lol... ^^ I'm listening to Evanescence... trying to find red lipstick to finish my transformation.... *thinks* ^^ If I can find a way, I'll take a picture when I get home and put it up here. ^^ (granted the quality will suck, but at least a digital cam is better than none ^^) WELL! I gotta run... And Brosenka, I PROMISE to be careful, I know what I'm doing, and I SWEAR to keep the puny mortal thingies alive.... kinda.... *smirks* NEWAY! ^^ Well, ttly.
Avi'nala.
~Night
PS- I'm so happy I can't type right! Lol... you wouldn't believe the typos I corrected, and I dunno if I missed any or not, lol. JA!
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Yo. ^^
Well, I'm a bit better. ^^ I'm no longer cold because I was finally able to turn on the heat.
I slept most of yesturday, but then the puppy woke me up and did not behave at all. *sighs* I hate when he does that, lol. Neway. *shrugs* I've been going in and out of having a fever and being cold as ice. I've had few causes of nausia, but that's mostly from my migranes. But I am getting a bit better.
^^ Well, I'm currently watching Adult Swim, and I feel bad for Inuyasha. It was so sad.... *shrugs* But Sesshy was great! ^^ (I love him; he's my secret lover, lol. (I WISH! ^^)) Well, FMA just ended, and this new thing is on next. Kakuren: Hide and Seek. We'll see if it's any good, lol. Later ppl. And I'm going on a seance tonight! ^^ At this haunted bridge here in NC, Helen's Bridge.
Avi'nala.
~Night
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
Late nights, early mornings... Oh the fun!
Well, it's almost 2am, my mother's leaving at 9am to go to Charlette, and I feel like I'm gonna be sick. (I think I might be getting either a cold or the flu... dear god I hope it's not the flu...that or it was the pizza I ate at around 1am this morning, lol.) *thinks* I think maybe it was something I ate that was bad today... but... meh. It'll pass, I'm sure. I am only up so late because I didn't want to fall asleep and have to wake up and be sick... that's not safe. *shivers* It's so cold in my room....
I'm currently wearing a sweater under a t-shirt (baggie and comfy, and the sleeves (short sleeves) come down to my elbows, lol), and jeans... It's a good life. Lol, my stepfather left us candy! CANDY! You know how unheard of it is in my house for that man to do so? ^^ He's kissing up so we don't hate him for what he's done, lol.
Well, I'm feeling a bit better, and I really ought to get some sleep at some point. SO! ^^ Have fun you guys. And I'm gonna hve SUCH fun Hallow's Eve! ^^
Avi'nala.
~Night
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