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Friday, October 28, 2005


*sighs* Ello....
*sighs* Hi guys....

Guess what? My reason for being so tired all the time? ^^ I'm run down and becoming sick. ^^ It's okay though... It's nothing serious, and I'm going to be a lot better by tomorrow. *sighs* I'm spending the day sleeping, taking it easy, eating good food to help me get better, and taking it easy.

Well! How are you guys? ^^ I'm hoping to go and travel to some of the haunted places around here. ^^ There's this one bridge, a woman hung herself off it, and my stepsister's floor and dorm at college is huanted. ^^ It's fun. Perfect for Hallow's Eve, no? ^^ We won't go until Sunday, because my mother's going to Charlette tomorrow.

My stepfather's gone "hunting" and we have the house to ourselves this weekend. ^^ We were thinking that Tues. for Anime club, we could have a Halloween Cosplay. *shrugs* Depends. All I know? ^^ I'm dressing up on Mon. WELL! Have fun guys. I'm out to get more sleep. ^^

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Thursday, October 27, 2005


ello
Yes, things are a bit better. I'm tired as hell still.... been staying up and working on a few things. One of my friends is gonna get the hell beat out of him by me....

*Sighs* I had to run off and find him yesturday, and he was about to kill himself.... I wasn't happy about that. But he now knows better than to piss me off.... Well, have a good day. ^^

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005


Yo
*Sighs* Well, I'm tired, but otherwise, things are... slightly better. ^^ We've started an anime club at school, and the theatre thing is going well. Have a great day guys.

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005


Okay...
Well, after talking last night to a few friends, I am... a bit better. I feel bad still, and I'm bruised and sore as hell....

It's fine, so long as no one touches me.... Well, I'm spending most of my day today venting in the counciling office, venting and crying out what I can't at home. Well, ttyl. Have fun guys.

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Monday, October 24, 2005


Just a bit more to add....
To be added with below....

I think I run ppl off.... All my friends have... well, the friends I get to see in person have basically abandoned me, and it's like they don't care that they're doing it either... and I only know of less than a handful of people online that are willing to put up with me... Maybe I'm stupid or deluded or something, no? Anyway... I hope you all are having a good day... I've calmed down a little, but I'm still tense and worried sick (litterally) about my mother....

~Night

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Tearing Apart Inside....
Life... isn't it so grand, so... damned funny, isn't it? *sighs* I am past the point that hurting myself looks appealing... This depression just... goes that deep.

I'm not supposed to tell a soul... but it hurts too much to keep it inside....

I found out day before yesturday... that my stepfather's been cheating on my mother... with at LEAST 3 other women, and he's on an online dating service under the category of SINGLE men! He's married to my mother! She broke down.. and I'm trying so hard to keep her from that fragile edge.... And she's forbade me to speak to anyone about it.... 3rd time.... this is the THIRD freakin' time my mother's gone through with this!!!! *hugs back* I'm so void inside.... and the easiest way to explain it is.... like a hollow feeling in your soul.... hollow ice taking the place of your soul.....

I hate this... as much as I can't stand my mother... I've been in her place (not the married bit, but I have been engaged). And... NO ONE deserves that! I'm too upset... I need... to go lay down.... Later....

~Night

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Sunday, October 23, 2005


Tearing Apart Inside.....
Life... isn't it so grand, so... damned funny, isn't it? *sighs* I am past the point that hurting myself looks appealing... This depression just... goes that deep.

I'm not supposed to tell a soul... but it hurts too much to keep it inside....

I found out day before yesturday... that my stepfather's been cheating on my mother... with at LEAST 3 other women, and he's on an online dating service under the category of SINGLE men! He's married to my mother! She broke down.. and I'm trying so hard to keep her from that fragile edge.... And she's forbade me to speak to anyone about it.... 3rd time.... this is the THIRD freakin' time my mother's gone through with this!!!! *hugs back* I'm so void inside.... and the easiest way to explain it is.... like a hollow feeling in your soul.... hollow ice taking the place of your soul.....

I hate this... as much as I can't stand my mother... I've been in her place (not the married bit, but I have been engaged). And... NO ONE deserves that! I'm too upset... I need... to go lay down.... Later....

~Night

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Friday, October 21, 2005


yo
I'm tired... stayed up late coloring a page to this comic me and my friend Shea are working on.... It's kewl. ^^

Well, I'm walking around today with a beanie baby... the one of Death. ^^

Well, other than tired, I'm ok. Have a good day.

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Thursday, October 20, 2005


Ello
Well, I'm having computer troubles again, so it's all gay. Well... other than a few new things going on... not much, lol.

I got a part in the play we're doing in theatre. I based my audition off my mother (the part is an over-bearing, (basically a b*tch) mother) and I got the part, lol. I WONDER why? ^^

Well, otherwise, I'm doing... decent. Tired as hell still (I caught up on sleep, then got behind again, lol).

OH! ^^ HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO hinaru!!!!!!! ^^

I wasn't on when he had his birhtday (computer troubles) and so now I'm working like mad to get his card done. ^^ Well! Later ppl.

Avi'nala.

~Night

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005


Meow.... *shivers and dozes off*
I am TIRED!!!!! *sighs* I feel so bad.... It's getting to be freezing cold here, and I have no winter clothes because I'm so used to SC and Florida warmth... (granted SC stays about the same as NC most of the time... it's still colder here)Neway... I'm still a bit depressed, sleeping didn't help, and now I'm sore and cold and still a bit depressed, lol.

*hugs* cause I felt like it. Have fun guys... and gals....

Avi'nala.

~Night

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