myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Tuesday, August 3, 2004

Wonderful things...Wonderful Misery, lol....
The people who were suppose to be there to interview me were late. They didn't show at 10. I had to come back at 3. They still weren't there. Know what I say now?
Fuck them. I'll find a damn job else where. *sigh*

My mother also pissed me off yesturday. My mood was ruined until I got to talk to Demetre over the phone. I was SO happy! ^_^ It's so great to hear a friends voice after talking to them only online.... Still... my mother was being a b****. Here's what happened:

My little sister wanted to go somewhere in the store, and she had been a brat from hell since we had gotten there. I was assigned to go with her. I told my mom I didn't want to. Well, lost that one. I walked for a little bit, then grabbed my sisters arm so she'd not walk off from me and speed up. She jerks out of my arm, I fling my arm back as a reflex, hit her lightly, she runs BACK to my mom, tells her I'm hitting her, and my mom gets onto me.... WTF!? I walk back over there, say I'm NOT walking with that brat, and that she can go on her own. My mom raises her voice, and I came SO damn close to cussing her out to her face... I'm sure she heard a few things I said... But, this is what I was saying: "Damn, fine! *mutters* Bitch... Goddamn it to Hell!" Lol, would've been funny, but if she heard me, she didn't say anything about it. SO! I walk with my little sister, she's running around like a little hyper-active...something, not sure what. And so she's playing games, and I'm walking, telling her to behave. Well, go back to the front counter when she's done with whatever, and my mom tells me to take off my sunglasses. I say no. She hugs me...which she KNOWS I hate... and apologizes, and says that Jenna(my sister) won't be coming back with us again (it was an all girls night for me and my step sister to buy new clothes for school). Jenna starts with a fit, and I let her have it. I tell her she's too immature and too much of a pain to come with us, that she has yet to show she can behave in a store with us. SO! We leave, go to another store. I'm forced to take my glasses off my head, and we go looking for shirts this time. I'm still not happy, muttering cuss words under my breath to my mother. I find a few nice things, some even had pink in them, but it also had black, and even if I hate it, those 2 colors are good together. (lol, my favorite color, and the color I hate, lol...) Anyway, my mother's going 'omg, it's got pink! Hell is freezing over!' And I really want to hit her for that. I go to try on the clothes, she's going 'OH! that is just SO cute!' I wanna hit her, but I won't, we go, finish with looking around, and we go to the check out line. I go outside, and laugh when my little sister runs out and says: "They won't take mommy's check!" Which was gay because they just accepted it over in the other store, and I knew my mother had more than enough money in that account. ANYWAY! I go back inside, ask for the keys to the car, go sit out there, turn on the CD player, and sing to Evanescence until everyone comes back out. It was nothing more than a misunderstanding. Then it was funny because the button to open to trunk wouldn't work, and I was just in my dark little world laughing.

But anyway, other than that, I had fun going to hangout with my step brother and one of his friends, Matt. I'd say he's the only person other than my step brother I can call a friend right now, at least, in Asheville, lol. I still have all of you, plus my friends back home... Ah well, I'm don't venting, complaining whatever, lol. I'm better since I cried a little last night. Which is why I carry my sunglasses with me everywhere. It could be black as midnight, and I'll put them on, lol. I just don't cry in front of anyone, and never plan to now that I'm starting over. I also don't let many see my eyes...^_^ SO! Now that that's over and done with, how's everyone today? OH! And, btw, a little side note, I love your posts and I know you're all trying to make me feel good half of the time, but I really hate it when it sounds like you take pity on me... I'm not one for sympathy much...and thank my family, lol. Eh, all well, it's a wonderful thing! Lol, Ja matte ne! ^_~
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