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myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
I hate the world today...
I hate the world today... I hate everything.... I wish I didn't have a fucking heart! I wish I could tear it from my chest and throw it to the ground where I stand, in a circle of those that I hold dear... all of you, all of those here with me, and in SC.... screw the world... I don't give a flying fuck!!! I hate this world, and I hate humanity! My demonic rage has finally driven me mad! I hate this crap!!!!
On a lighter note, Chris is a prick, and he shall die for his acts against me.
Outside, after driver's ed. I go, being nice and all, and since Chris is the tallest person there, ask him to kindly stand still while I kick beside him to see how high I can kick. Heh, asshole turns, grabs my leg, pushes me to the ground... his buddies and him laugh at me, I get up to kick his ass, and the fucker grabs my arms, twists them around, pulls them behind my back, then further attempts to grab me, I don't know where, but I attempt to bite him, kick him, get away from him and storm off calling him an asshole.
Oh, I'm going to have such fun later on.... no one, and I fcuking mean NO ONE gets away with the shit he's done to me.... The asshole thought he was so good natured, taking the break up SO fucking well, then his sorry ass goes and does that?! Fuck no.... I'm sorry, but I'm to my limit on staying relatively calm, kind, good natured, and far from pissed. I've only been mad and ticked off... but hell.... I'm pissed. Screw everything, I'm gonna kick his ass later.
I cannot go to SC this weekend... and I have a meeting at work tomorrow.... A friend at work, TJ, was very nice... I was so upset, I started to cry, and he made me feel better, getting me to laugh and telling me to go do walk throughs(going to the theaters, making sure the emergency exists are shut, and all) and sit in the movie and watch some of it and feel better. Lol... sat in the ending credits of Residents Evil: Apocolipse, and sat there, cried for a second, listened to the awesome music, then left... I felt SO much better... and my stepbrother was PISSED as hell when I told him about Chris. No one likes him much... the ass. Do you blame me? I will calm down and feel better on my own time, right now... I need to vent, cry, hit something, and just.. say screw this. Sorry once more, but.. I'm sure you understand, no?..... Fuck it, I don't care.... Ja.
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