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Monday, September 27, 2004


Wonders of Life...Eh...
Srry...wasn't able to post... Stepdad was fixing the computer, and playing his damnable games.... I couldn't get on. *sigh* I was slammed into a wall this morning. Heh, funny story...let me tell it to ya.

Kid was harrassing(in a playful way) some of my friends (guy and girl) and I go over, and gently poke him, trying to figure out what's going on. *sigh* WELL! Guy figures he's had enough of me, and slammed me into the wall. Plenty of ppl saw it, and he just says for me to get off of him... bastard...NEWAY!

Chris has backed off, besides stalking me with his stares... I swear, the boy's trying to undress me or something during class, lmao. He sits there and glances/stares at me ALL DAY! lol...neway... I had a somewhat.. ok day today. God...I realized something. It's depressing and I hate it... but whatever...wanna know what it is? It's this...

I miss having someone to be there for me... someone who'll never hurt me and is sweet....and could never hurt me...I hate it because it seems selfish...but....I can't stand not being hugged, told I'm sweet and nice...but yet, them admitting they are the same too...I have tons of friends for me like that....but....it doesn't hold the same effect.... I dunno...I guess I feel empty and all...I don't know why...but I want to give up on my heart... *sigh* Ah well.

Well, sorry to waist your time... Depression sucks. Eh... Ja...

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