myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Rain and depression, and the night that can be called Hell...
I thank all of you who commented yesturday....and I apologize for the next few posts... They shall not be happy ones, for I have hell to settle with my damnable stepbrother first.

Shadow, I thank you... you are very sweet in ur post, but I let ppl walk all over me to a point, and most of the time I don't mind the minor things. But I'm no angel, and at times I do need to be treated poorly, to prove I am human and still have a heart, as much as I hate it.

Brosenka... I don't mind, but please, just... no more for a few days, k? I thank you for being here... but...yeah.

Demetre... you seem so distant, so hurt and lost, like I seem to feel. Talk to me via IM or email me, alright? I really want to help you... Hell, ur one of the closest ppl to me, I mean... I've known you for 6 years, right?

DemonMessiah I thank you 'big bro' lol.... ur always there to pick me up when I'm down and put a smile on my face... Thanx...

Well! Last night was FUCKING wonderful... I get to work and it's a slow day, only me and 2 others working....*sigh* My stepdad sends my stepbrother at 10:30, and I can't get off till 11.... SO! I got into this little fuss with him, thankfully no one was around. He talks about how part of MY paycheck is gonna be his gas money. I said no. No one told me I had to do that crap, and I never asked for his sorry ass to pick me up. I tell him most of my paycheck is going to be for helping to pay for MY car on my birthday. He says if I'm not gonna come now, he's leaving. His sorry ass stomps out the fucking door, and leaves me. I'm left helping clean up (I wasn't gonna leave the entire job for one of my managers and friends to do), and I'm really upset. I go to call my stepdad to send someone else, get harrassed for it. He says he's the one who sent him there to see if I can leave early. Nah-uh. No fucking way... I told him Patrick (my stepbrother, or pat...) was rude, and so... he sends him to get me once more. I'm upset, avoiding my manager and Ariel(co-worker/friend also there), shange to leave, clock out, stand in the rain... I wasn't the happiest when I got home... and Pat unplugged the computer once I got home, being an ass... so I couldn't use it. My earlier, morning times when I would usually write this post, are now no longer accessable. I hate these bastard men I must live with for another year, at least... Whatever...

I have pics of my new baby brother now. ^_^ I shall try to put them up tomorrow...or I could email them to you. ^_^ He is so adorable! Lol.. I know I must seem like an idiot, switching moods and all...but I'm happy about my baby brother... one that I actually have say-so on how he's raised, and to see that he doesn't turn out so horridly... like my sister and other brother. Lol, all of the siblings I have are half, or step. My biological parents divorced after I was born... guess I was such a screw up, lol. Eh... ppl still care... maybe not in the way I wish them to... but at least they care... I'm not an absolute loner, right? Whatever...I should shut up now.... Ja.
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