myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Thursday, September 30, 2004

I'm so sorry... Please forgive me.....Please....?
I feel as though the world's out for my blood right now. I want to cry.. have someone hold me... and I cannot. I just... I have no one left for me now.... Demetre is angered, I found, and it's because of things he's been told.

Brosenka....whatever you told him, FIX IT! I want NONE of your excuses this time! I know you told him we were together or something along those sorts... I could feel it, and I have known before I was told by others! Fix the damage you have done, or I refuse to come down this weekend and spend time with you, Heather, Brandon and others at Mellee as planned!!!!

I apologize.... For those that do not understand... there is no need for you to.

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