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myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan


Wednesday, October 13, 2004

A time in my past I must let be known now...
I wish to share a couple of memories with you all. One today, one tomorrow.... The first one... is of my life now... of how... I died when I was 9.... I hate the memories... but it's somethign that was brought up long ago.... The next... I'll explain to you when the time comes tomorrow... or the day after, if I don't have time before i go to work.


I was very sick... and this is shortly after Eric, my greatest friend, moved away.... I was broken in spirit and emotions.... I got very sick.... and.... I came close to dying when I had my heart closed off. In fact... I did die....I got a glimpse of TRUE Hell, Heaven, and Purgatory.... it's why I keeps to myself mostly... and why... it's why I don't let my emotions show... if possible. I experienced what no other living human can.... it tore my soul almost apart....it litterally shredded my heart in a few places... and that's why I'm so scared of dying and closing off to the world... why I am so frightened by love.... if I got her heart broken again....

I juast poured most of my deepest fears and secrets.... It's something I've never told anyone. Ja...
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