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myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan
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Friday, October 22, 2004
What I Really Meant To Say
It took me by surprise
When I saw you standing there
Close enough to touch
Breathing the same air
You asked me how I'd been
I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine
Oh, but baby I was dying
What I really meant to say
Is I'm dying here inside
And I miss you more each day
There's not a night I haven t cried
And baby here's the truth
I'm still in love with you, yeah
That's what I really meant to say
And as you walked away
The echo of my words
Cut just like a knife
Cut so deep it hurt
I held back the tears
Held on to my pride and watched you go
I wonder if you ll ever know
What I really meant to say
Is I'm dying here inside
And I miss you more each day
There's not a night I haven't cried
And baby here's the truth
I'm still in love with you
What I really meant to say
Is I'm really not that strong
No matter how I try
I'm still holding on
And here's the honest truth
I'm still in love with you, yeah
That's what I really meant to say
That's what I really meant to say
That's what I really meant to say
~Cyndi Thompson~
~~~~I'm going to post a song or a poem of mine on here every day. As to certain posts yesturday...
It makes me feel good to be alone now... relationship wise. And here... I had no more than two friends. Honestly... Annie, I know I don't seem the type... but my being left alone here is a good thing emotionally. I can't get too attatched to anyone, and... it's been brought to my attention that a few certain ppl back in SC don't want my love anymore. You and Jeana could guess who. And... It feels good to have time to myself to relax, work, go out on my own to the mall and hangout with my mom. I missed spending time with her. Now, I have a slightly better chance at that than I did back in SC.... I missed it from when I was a little child.
I hope you all are doing well. I need to go get ready for work and I need to unwind from things of today... at least I have all my tests I need to graduate. NC has this Computer Performance Skills Test... SC doesn't have it. I took that, and 2 others. Well, neway...I have a scanner now. Well, I might try to put up some pics later on tomorrow, if I find out the software... and if we have it, lol. So, Ttyl... Ja.~~~~
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