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Saturday, October 23, 2004


Endless Fantasy
Dreaming whispers, dancing winds
All these things are held within
Darkened sight, morning light
All these things are in the night

You may not see them
You may not hear
But I can always
Ever so clear

Listen closely
To the Night
Listen closely
To the Light

Softened whispers, glowing light
All are held with you might
Imperfect lives, broken worlds
All these things slowly unfurl

Magic colored in endless mastery
Dreams unfold in endless fantasy
Sighing breaths upon heavy sight
All these things are in the night...

~Rayea Night~



~~~~I do hope you enjoyed that one. It's one of my few... less depressing pieces. I am slowly getting better, and no doubt many of you know what Brosenka has asked on his site. I need time to heal before I answer that, and sadly... few ppl seem to understand, and mostly him. It hurts, to have gone so long being closed off.... 6 years, to be exact, and that wasn't even 7 years ago... I was distant, but still there when needed. Now, for the past year or two... I opened my heart time and time again, to have it walked all over.... To have myself abused by men.... Mostly Chris, for hitting me, Matt for trying to control me... and... others, who tried to get me to choose... when it was difficult, and hurt to do so. I never wanted to be in this human world, never wanted to be alive once more. Tomorrow... I shall share a dream... a memory, if you will. It's too hard to comprehend unless you know me, so unless you know my in the flesh, it's a dream, alright? It's one of my most painful things to relive... one of the most guarded secrets to my heart. I want to let it be known... and I shall let it be known. It's part of my healing. I need this. I need to vent and let things out. Ja.~~~~

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