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Tuesday, November 16, 2004


Depressing Post, and A Sad Tale about Clair De Lune...
My disk is messed up, and there for, Clair De Lune is officially postponed and/or canceled indefinately.... I shall try to find better equipment and I'm trying to help around the house with getting things done so I can get my new room within the next week or two.... I am tired and sore and bruised (Although how is beyond me)... I was so out of it today that I was completely not myself... and my friend in 3rd period I might slap for a stupid comment... well, let's say the guy has a hella lot of pen marks-leading to open cuts and wounds-leading to blood- all over his right arm and left hand..... I dunno what's wrong.... I'm so tired, and I went to work, they didn't need me, but at least I have 2 hours clocked in for Monday.... I came dangeroursly close to falling asleep in class today (Algebra, last class) and I just... I dunno.... Itr's like I've lost all will to give a damn anymore. I'm so tired, and I'm hurting from a certain reason (Matt, and Brad know for sure, a few others might).... I dunno when I'll post again next... depends on when I feel like typing any goddamn thing..... Srry. Neway, last night I broke... mentally and emotionally and physically.... I suppose.... I finally had myself a good cry, and my eyes are still swollen..... greatest day, to the worse, today went the opposite, I suppose... but I'm still all.... Blah and Hellish in feeling. I'll ttyl... I think.... Not going away permanently, unless I die... but then, someone will probably tell everyone, maybe... ah well, who fucking cares? Not like one life is important around here... Ja....

PS- 100 gb signings... yay me... *weak smile and a little flag waves*

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