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Sunday, November 21, 2004


Fun Fun, Joy Joy, and the Monkeys stole my clothes.....
No, monkeys didn't do that, it was randomness.... Been that way ALL day......Neway! *Sarcastic "AW!", then gets serious again*

Everyone tries to make me feel so much better.... why is that? *sigh* Well, I have to work yet again tonight... and I just got off work not even an hour ago, at 12:05am. *sigh* Currently 12:46am adn I don't want to go to sleep, but I'm dead tired.... I feel... unhappy, no... not the right word.... Um.... maybe...yes. I feel... empty inside, like... there's a part of me that's been gone for the longest time, and I just noticed it was gone. Like it's slowly making the rest of me cave in and die..... It hurts, and it's just... I feel so hollow, so alone inside and like... like my world is void of so many things. I never noticed before... maybe because I was so blind and never cared about myself? Not that I do much more now, but a little more... mostly since getting my job, trying to keep my grades to a high honor role in school, and because I have to fend for myself again here, not for everyone else.... Sucks, in a way. I'm always so used to having to be there for everyone else... and it's not working out... *sigh* Well, I'll be back again tomorrow, if I have the time of day to.... And still no story, sadly, I think it died. Meh, sucks for it, really does... it was one of my best works... Ja.

"Angels alone die of cold and hurt,
Angels above live forever in warmth,
I am an angel alone,
I am an angel destined to die shortly...."

PS-not gonna do anything stupid, such as kill myself, I TOLD YOU ALL! I swore it off, promised far too many, so I'm not gonna do it, k? Later...

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