myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Saturday, December 11, 2004

My life for the past 2 days....
I shall first recall last night at work, then this morning, and then I shall proceed in posting the email I sent off last night to a few people.... It would explain yesturday....

~At work: It started off good, my still upset over the day's events, but not so bad. My stepbrother had been an ass, and other than that, nothing out of the ordinary....
I got the worse migrane for the last 3 hours of my shift, and they didn't have any meds, so I had to live with it growing worse, and I finally had to regain my self-control after a little while because it got so bad by the end of the night that I was ready to start crying if I hadn't had the self-control I did. I went home, dead tired and sore and in pain, and I took some migrane meds, and passed out.

~This morning was fun. I went shopping with my mom, and I found a few more gifts for people, so that leaves only a few more people I have to get a gift for... and I had fun, other than the cold, because I got to leave the house and I desperately needed that.....

~Yesturday.... This is the email....(remember, it happened yesturday)....

"Reasons why I feel like dying or balling up and crying until my eyes bleed and I cease to give a damn about anything:

1) A close friend of mine... her 3 brothers were shipped to Iraq today at 2pm
2) Another friend.... Kitty, her brother's in the hospital on all these things, diagnosed with diabeties, and with something else and she's upset
3) Another friend in SC (shall remain nameless) is sick, refusing my help, for all I know dying, and I have no way of going to see them, much less talk to them, and make sure they are okay....
4) My senior year, the year I FINALLY graduate....(next year) the administrators are now saying this: The credits I had that were PERFECTLY alright and accepted, are no longer able to be used, and therefore, if I intend to pass next year, I shall have to take:
2 English classes, as well as pass this year, take 2 sciences, 2 MORE maths (instead of no more), the US History I was suppose to take, ANOTHER Latin, and another class, but I'd have too FEW electives (meaning I wouldn't graduate), and have to work my ass off to complete it, and I should have more credits then they say I do have...
5) I'm soon to be diagnosed with diabeties, and I hate needles, I hate being sick and growing worse as I have been.... and I don't want to become diabetic....but it's so highly carried in BOTH sides of my family, I'm almost guaranteed to have it! and I'm already borderline....

SO! I went to the bathroom after getting my 4-year planning things, and cried like hell, cried like hell on the bus, when I got home, and I have to go to work. I shall speak more on this later. Ja...."

Fun fun fun.... My mother's helping me with the school thing (she's going to cuss them out and bitch because they told her at the beginning of the year I'd be fine on credits and that they ALL carried over), and my firends and all? I'll worry with them when I go back to school on Monday. *sigh* I hate this.... I can't say anything about the diabeties... I'm still going to get it, and I'm going to grow worse as time goes on....

Well, I really do hate to bother you all with my problems... and other than going to go take a nap and cry for the remaining few hours I have until I go to work again tonight, I have nothing better to do but be online. I shall ttyl.... Ja.
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