myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Bye.....
I'm going to go away for a while... I cannot take anything anymore. I've apologized to my mother, or attempted to, and I tried to talk to her more and make her understand where I'm coming from.... My stepfather went onto my MyO site and printed the post for her.... *shrugs* From her letter yesturday, I tried to come to a compromise, but the only way she's willing to is if I become someone I'm not, if I change who I am for her. I didn't mean anything I said yesturday... I didn't, but I still refuse to change who I am for my mother. She's my mother, after all, and she should love me for who I am, not tell me to change so she'll give me my privacy and respect.... She's not the same woman I knew and loved so dearly when I was a child, and I miss that woman.... As I wrote to her: She's been hiding from me... and I dunno where she is, and I want her to come back.

I've written all of this to my mother, despite the fact she won't come to me herself. I've still got to go away... I'll be back online from time to time, but not all that often.... I need time to figure things out and get my life back on track. *sigh* I'll ttyl, k? Ja ne....
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