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Tuesday, February 15, 2005


Damn Valentine's Day.. Damn mother... Damn Life filled with Pain....!!!!
I'm at home today... I left school early yesturday as well.... I've been so sick.... I couldn't breathe yesturday... Almost passed out, coughed so hard I almost threw up 5 different times... Been sleeping almost 48 hours straight, haven't eaten. I feel like I'm gonna fall outta the chair.... I'm so dizzy and weak... and my mother's worried about my missing my first 2 fucking days of school! Bitch.... I'm too weak to get angry.... *sigh* Anyone know how Brosenka's back? I gtg and ask him later.... *sigh* I got the worse voicemail anyone would get... My good friend in SC.... I knew he had cancer... and now... they think he has a year left to live... So I was crying most of the night over that. I rendomly wake up from my endless hours of sleeping to cry and lay there in pain... and my fucking mother thinks I can't miss any days of school! Right now, I hate her... My dad sent me a card for V-day... I have a long distance card so I'm gonna use it to call J, because I can call him anytime using my cell, and it's not really long-distance for a cell to call to Florida anyway... *shrugs* Now I can call J... meh... Speaking of which...

J, if you read this... Hon, you'll understand that I forgive you, and even if you did, I'd not have been able to get back in contact with you.... Sorry. I hope you had a great day.

Yeah, the site hurt my head when I checked it this morning, so it's back to black... I gtg.. parents will be home for lunch soon, and I feel sick.. so I'm gonna go back to sleep! Lol...*coughs for 5 minutes until head starts spinning again* Well... I'm spent. More pain is coming... so... Later.

~Night~


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