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Wednesday, March 9, 2005


Sorry about this....
Again, I must apologize. No one's making an effort at my house to get the internet up and running again, and it's greatly affecting my school work and my communication with my friends. *sighs* Well, other than being sore almost all over, I'm no longer sick. A lot of my friends (mostly the guys) seem to be growing more and more distant from me. I hate it. It's mostly Christian, my friend Andrew, and since I've lost internet access, J. I tried to call J the other day, and his phone line was busy. I tried all day, even through work. Lol, like it matters. Something always happens to make it to where I cannot talk to those I wish to.... *shrugs* Like I care at this point in time.

My step-brother left the house for a few days, after a big fight with my step-father. I got what was left of my step-father's anger when I tried to be good and merely asked a simple question. Then I got shit from my mother when she got home, and I have tried my damnedest not to breakdown at school, and thus far, it's worked, lol. I have cried myself to sleep the last 2 nights though... I keep trying and trying to call people, to talk to someone who will help me out and make it to where I'm okay again.... *shrugs* Every time I call or every time someone calls me back (which is rare as is), No one's able to talk, or I'm in the middle of an arguement or trying to get one of my family members off my back.

Aside from that... I dunno. My mind's blank other than trying to get things worked out from my past and trying to deal with the present. Lol, we've got try-outs for Chorale. Lol, I want to get in but I doubt I can be, and next year's my last year... so! If I don't make it, *shrugs* tough. Neway, I'll ttyl. I gotta run. Ja.

~Night~

PS- I do apologize for not being able to talk to much of anyone, and for not being able to force my way into getting my computer fixed. I'm working on things the best I can at this time.... Ttyl.

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