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Monday, June 13, 2005


I feel alone today....
(Things that happened yesturday...)

My good friend of two years... one I adored and loved dearly... has gone away. He's saved my life, saved me from an abusive relationship before, and he's been with me through a lot of my hell. I loved him, he's been so close to me for so long... and now he's gone away, told me I'm better off without him and that he deserves to be alone....

It hurts... and I've been without my computer for a week thanks to an anger fit of my stepfather's.....
He got mad for one reason or another, my room was still trashed from when his mother left and then my friend (whom I've not seen in months, Makilania on MyO) spent the night the day the woman left, and I had to go to work the next morning. So! He was angry, said it's no excuse, took my computer out of my room.... yeah....

I got it back yesturday, but my internet was screwed over from him unplugging everything. So, he fixed it... and all this only because my mother called him on being a dumbass and asking him to fix it cause I came home that night from work, upset as hell and threw a fit and cleaned and everything else.

I had painted a picture for a certain person's b-day... and it's in 5 days... I took it to my neighbor's house to show her (sweetest old woman ever) and we went swimming (me, Kitty/Makilania) and it rained without us knowing... just sprinkling.. and it got the painting... so I've gotta work like a bitch in the next couple of days to get it to look right, lol.

*Sighs* SO! Other than that hellish mess, I'm fine. How r u all? Ttyl. Blessed be.

~Night~

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