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Monday, June 27, 2005


Meh... I give, lol....
I'm working on a new fanfic. Kagura-Sesshomaru, of course. I was wondering if I should post it when I'm finished, but, as you all know, I leave that to be voted on. *shrugs* I've been kinda depressed lately, not sure what the hell's going on, but it's not been really great. I'm fine though, nothing out of the ordinary....

As usual, I'm stuck babysitting this summer, only it's not just my little sister, it's her friends and other random kids ppl decide to pawn off on us....
I got in trouble because my sister was talking about being "evil" and just because I'm the outcast in my family, wear black most of the time (which I've not done since school let out) and because I'm so dark and depressing with my stories, atmosphere, attitude towards my family, and poems.... I get blamed for Jenna's friend telling her highly Christian parents that she's evil, and I'm told to watch my mouth and stuck with the brats.... If they think I'm the problem, why make me watch the damned brats neway? My stepbrother sits there and calls them stupid, calls my sister a bitch (keep in mind, the kids I'm talking about are between 7-9 years old) and calls them other things. Yes, I've said children were evl destructive forces, but not when little kids are around to hear it.
*sighs* Ppl and their lack of sense.... Neway, yeah, fighting between my mother and stepfather has increased.... Lol, I still remember the bet my stepsiblings made, that they won't last a year. They bet money on it too. I just walked off. Though, they know their father well and it seems they had a point. Neway... I leave you with a depressing poem of mine from a while back. Blessed be. Ja.

I hurt when I cry...
I cry tears of blood...
Blood from my heart...
No longer wanting this...
No longer wanting to cry...
Because I hurt when I cry....

~Night~


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