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myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan


Monday, July 4, 2005

An Excerpt from "The Journal of Suffering"... I've been crying for nearly 3 days straight....
I’m Sorry I’m Not Perfect…

I’m not horrible… I’m not a bad person, I swear….I’m not what others want of me… I’m myself… I shouldn’t be treated like an outcast for that, right? I cry, I bleed, I have emotions and I hurt too…. I’m not horrible… I’m not evil… I’m not as bad as others think… I’m a good kid, and I’ve had to grow up too fast…. I just want people to see me as normal too…. I’m not a monster… I’m artistic, poetic, creative, thoughtful with my work… I’m not horrible… but I’m treated like an outcast… like a demon…. I’m not horrible… I promise… Please don’t treat me like I’m not human…. I bleed… I feel… I… cry like others… I want to be loved…. I’m not horrible… I’m not a bad person… I’m not hateful… not a monster… I promise… I swear I’m not horrible… I just want what was taken away from me… I just want to be loved… I don’t want to be an outcast… I’m not horrible… I’m not, I swear… Please…. I’m not horrible… I just want… just want to be loved… all I ever wanted… was for someone to want me in their life… I’m not horrible… I’m not a bad person…. I swear… I swear… I’m not horrible… I just… just want to be loved… just to be loved… I’m not horrible… just… to be… to be loved….


~~Have a happy 4th...~~

~Night~
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