myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Wednesday, July 6, 2005

A Normal Post, For Once....
I apologize about the last few days. Yesturday, and all of the last few days, have been journal entries in a little "project" I'm working on. It is called: "The Journal of Suffering" and it is a work in progress. It is all my horrible memories, what has happened to me over the years I've lived, how I feel in the middle of the night when I cry from desperation.... As I said, it is a work in progress. It also hold a few of my theories and prophecies about this world and about life. Most of them are common sense if you think about it and observe most of the world today, but most all of the entries in this work are heartbreaking, morbid, or other wise unpleasant. I do apologize... but I needed a vent... I've been crying myself to sleep for four nights, and for five days I've also cried.... Last night was the worse of it all.

On a happier note, Kitty's birthday was yesturday, and I was happy I got to spend the day with her and a couple of friends. SHe's a wonderful person, and she loved the gift I got her. It was a satin bag with oriental butterflies as the pattern, inside I had her a card that I thought suited her creative side, and 3 bars of chocolate. She's a big chocolate freak. She also got treated to a movie, then we went to the mall and chilled out with a group of friends. It was just what I needed, and for a long time, I wasn't crying because I was with friends, havign fun on Kitty's b-day, and I wasn't thinking about recent events.....

Sadly, recent events hit my mind once more when I was unable to talk to anyone last night and it kinda hurt.... So I stayed up until 4am (as normal now... I suffer from insomnia, have for at least a month.) and cried myself into a deep sleep.

That's all I have now... I spent the entire day yesturday working from 8:45am to 2pm, treated Kitty to a movie at 3pm when we met up, got out of the movie at 5:30 and then went to chill with friends. I hope you all are well, and I do apologize about what happened. Blessed be.

~Night~
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