myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• Where ever I happen to choose at the time.
Member Since
• 2004-06-18
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Night

Personal

Achievements
• Depends on what you'd call an acheivement....
Anime Fan Since
• A long time, hard to say from wence it all started...
Favorite Anime
• Most any and all anime.
Goals
• Another secret for me to know and you to not.
Hobbies
• To sing, write (be it poetry or my stories), involving myself in my art, and my music (be it writing my songs and putting them to music or playing any random thing and listening to my CDs), also my artistic works.
Talents
• Oh, it'd make it so much more interesting to speak to me in person about that.

myOtaku.com: Rayea Kagome chan

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Tearing Apart Inside.....
Life... isn't it so grand, so... damned funny, isn't it? *sighs* I am past the point that hurting myself looks appealing... This depression just... goes that deep.

I'm not supposed to tell a soul... but it hurts too much to keep it inside....

I found out day before yesturday... that my stepfather's been cheating on my mother... with at LEAST 3 other women, and he's on an online dating service under the category of SINGLE men! He's married to my mother! She broke down.. and I'm trying so hard to keep her from that fragile edge.... And she's forbade me to speak to anyone about it.... 3rd time.... this is the THIRD freakin' time my mother's gone through with this!!!! *hugs back* I'm so void inside.... and the easiest way to explain it is.... like a hollow feeling in your soul.... hollow ice taking the place of your soul.....

I hate this... as much as I can't stand my mother... I've been in her place (not the married bit, but I have been engaged). And... NO ONE deserves that! I'm too upset... I need... to go lay down.... Later....

~Night
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