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Tuesday, January 17, 2006


Panic (border-line Panic Attack)
WELL! I had a perfect weekend... *voice dripping with sarcasm*

Chris, sorry I didn't call, I've lost your number, so I feel like a dumbass.... *sighs* I'll try to find it again or... something... I don't know anymore....

I've lost my wallet, as of Thurs. afternoon. Heh, that has all my IDs, my Military ID (which has my stepfather's and my Social Security #s....), my bank card, my credit card.... no money, but... everything else a person needs to commit identity theft....

A friend emailed me Thurs. as well.... I hurt badly from what they sent me... and I've been doing nothing but flipping out and crying all goddamned weekend!!! I don't care if anyone bans me for this... but I'm in a crisis and I desperately need to find some way of taking the knife out of my back and finding my wallet, or shoving the knife in further to the point it no longer hurts but kills, and then saying to hell with everything.....

I'm not happy, I'm in a crisis, and I've got no one to give me a hug right now.... No one that I would want a hug from at least.... God this week's gonna suck... *sighs* AND! I start the MAJOR class of the WHOLE f***ing year!!! If I don't pass this class, I'm screwed... LOL! And I can't finish the year!!! YAY! (it's the most crucial English class I have thus far because all it is is working on this ONE project you HAVE to pass, or all your work for that year is gone....)

I need to go throw my face into some ice water but into someone's shoulder to cry some more before I do that.... Ja.

~Night

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