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Monday, January 30, 2006


Loosing my mind....
I'm no longer okay... and I'm getting out as soon as I can. I'm staying most of this upcoming week with one of my friends because I refuse to deal with my stepfather.... My mother's better, but she still won't help me, so guess what?! Now that ASSHOLE is HER f*cking PROBLEM!!!!

I'm no longer putting myself in that goddamned position of being that asshole's stress toy.... He took away my cell phone last night, gave it back this morning, with a list of "House Rules" (Correction, he made my little SISTER give them to me...) and half of them were the most stupid, BULLSH*T rules I'd EVER read... I ripped it up and finished getting ready.

I sat in my room and meditate until 12:30 am, and now I'm paranoid as f*ck... all my friends are pissed because they want me to "calm down" and I can't! if over an hour of meditating can't calm me down... then stabbing something might, but I'm not ready to be put in a straight-jacket or go to jail just yet.... Neway, I gotta go before I snap at someone again....

~Night

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