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Sunday, July 16, 2006


Back for who knows how long.... mentally only a moment....
I know it's been forever... I'm sorry. Life at home's not been too great, and pissy stepthing took my internet for the longest while. I've had a fight with my best friend, I've missed another friend's engagement party that I promisd a week ago I'd not miss because of my mother, and I'm going to miss said friend's wedding at the court house Tues.... I'm having Lasik done, and I'm worried about that. *shrugs* It's been hectic.
I've found a favorite song (for the time being), one I relate to greatly at the moment. It's Evanescence's "Breathe No More"... sad, but I relate at the moment.
I'm getting ready for college, and I did have two jobs, but I guess they just didn't need me as badly as they said at my second one. I asked when I was to work next because I was unable to pick up a schedule because I worked every day at my other job for the rest of that week. They said they'd call me... have yet to.
*shrugs* Someone I care for dearly is in Peru, Todd, and J will not talk to me anymore.... So I'm deeply depressed about that one.
Kitten and I got into a fight, and I got home at 4 am because I was nice enough to drop her off, talk to her, Darien, and Tennyo (the two who're getting married) and then say bye.... But Kitten wanted one of them to drive me home, I was upset and obviously not well. I told her I was fine, and she almost hit me... we're not on okay terms now, though she has tried to apologize. I just need time to myself. I've attempted to ignore people who call my phone for a bit. I don't know why, but I'm isolating myself for a bit. My mother has my keys for when I go to work and come back home, only because me and her fought and she thought I was in the wrong. *sighs*

I apologize for the length of this, and I am very appreciative of those of you who care.... I really am sorry.... I do hope you all have a good time. And I apologize for being gone so long.... My mother's attempting to leave my stepfather... but it's taking a while.... So... life might get better.... I just miss J and Todd and am not looking forward to surgery.... Adieu....

~Night

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